.Sometimes,

Sometimes i wonder.
Sometimes i wonder too much.
Sometimes i don't even think.
Sometimes i wish i had an answer for evrything.
Sometimes i feel.
Sometimes i don't.
Sometimes i hope i can understand.
Sometimes i hope i can be understood.
Sometimes i just can't do it.

Sometimes i juz hope i can leave evrything behind
and freakin get away from here.

And there are sometimes which
i am a sucker.
failure.
loser.
useless.
lousy.
the worst.

Sometimes i am not being myself.
Most of the times i don't even know myself.



Byeall.

Life is so boring.

Tmr will be sunday, erm,
actually now IS sunday.
Which means tmr sch reopens.
Saw my new timetable,
looks okay,
compared to semester one.
Sort of expected it already.

Few months before o levels.
And i still suck at almost evrything.
How the hell am i goin to do well i dunno.
I cant focus on studying.
Muz i really wait till i fail my Os
before i start to concentrate?
That will be too late.. too late...
But how do i start?
Where do i start?
This is so hard,
at least for me it is.
Regretting is of no use already,
that is if i even regret not studying.
Yes there are many worse than me,
but that doesnt deny the fact
that i am lousy.
No use talking so much here either.
Hope that i would be able to
study real hard whn sch reopen.
And for goodness sake,
i better freaking start studying.

想到达明天，现在就要启程
It may not be too late to start now,
but if i nvr start i will definitely
not reach tomorrow.
I dun wan to be stuck in the past where
evryone else is goin to leave me.

I do not want to be alone.



Byeall..

It's 20th June now.
So fast and the 4days EAP has ended.
Learnt something new.
Just hope i can rmb them..

So walked to sch today again.
And i was not late (:
Well, almost late but still
make it in time.
Lesson was okay.
Just that english was quite boring.
Amaths lessons always end so fast.
Physics remind me of pri sch
when we learn about magnets haha.
Emaths was okay, relax time lol.
Then tried to study geog also.
Memorize quite a lot,
compare to previous ones lol.
But the questions like so hard to understand =.=
Hope i can pass...

So after the geog test which was after sch,
went to eat at 201.
After that went bball court to play.
Weather was like so damn hot.
I started playing at 2,
play till 3plus i stop already.
Then chat with TeckLi in the 'cave'.
Chat till 4plus they go andrew hse play pool.
So after that went to buy another drink
and went home with terry.
Then i go bath alr come use com.
6plus suddenly felt darn slpy.
Went to slp and woke up at 9plus -.-
So ate my dinner and continue using com.
Did 2 heymath benchmark test
and i juz passed haha zzzZ..
Maybe tmr do the other 2 tests.

Hmm and i need to do
- Eng compre
- Type chinese compo
- Physics wkbk
- Chem paper(eh maybe mcq only lol)
- SS TYS
- Ehist
and maybe somemore.
Wah more than 50, ehno,
more than 75% of holiday hw haven do =.=
So sad right.
Shall TRY my best to cherish
my last 3 days of holidays.
Actually not holiday also,
juz a long weekend.
And when sch reopen,
let's juz study study study
coz o lvl's coming coming coming.
Haha sounds so cool :D

1.05am now.
Hmm sounds late.


Byeall.

Ohno EAP's starting tmr.
The so called holidays is ending like so soon. =.=
And i hav this feeling that i am
gonna be so dead when school reopens.

On the bright side,
we can get to learn more new stuff :D
Haha but getting to slack sounds more attractive though =.=
Think i only completed a few homeworks..
Haizzz.zz.zz..zzzz..z.z....

Btw, Happy Father's Day!! (:



Byeall.

DAMN I HAVEN DONE ANY HOMEWORK.

English - not sure wat, think got compre or wat.
Amaths - 2 practice papers.
SS - TYS 3 SBQ omfg.
HCL - erm not sure, think got w/s.
Chem - SPA w/s, practice paper, air pollution w/s.
Physics - not sure.
Emaths - not sure.
Ehist - think got sbq/seq.
Geog - not sure.

DAMN thr's EAP nxt week.
Today's wednesday, 4 days till EAP.
And whn EAP starts it's like sch alr reopen.

Crap.
Think i gna die.
Why do i hav this feeling evry holiday zzzZ.
But nvrmind,
i THINK it's gna work out somehow (:
yea, somehow lah...
For now, let's juz try to do wat i can
with my 'remaining days'.... =.=



Byeall.

Harlow all.
Terry say i evrytym use "harlow",
so i shall use it again, for fun.

Today woke up at 8plus and
went to school to see the scouts.
They finished the tower and started the kitchen shed.
That was when terry came, before that,
only marcus, jeremy sir and i was there.
But i think b4 terry came they went out already.
So after that they came back and renwei came too.
Waited for the bball team to leave
before we play bball on the bball court.
So after a while DPC ppl left,
and jyang stayed behind and
after that showed us his imba shot.
Super 3-pointers man omfg.
JJ also came somewhr in b/w,
i forgot when lah.
So we played 2 matches,
with jeremy sir and marcus joining us.
After that play HORSE.
Really tiring lol.
Coz weather damn hot also.
Then finally 3plus then ate lunch,
at mac, for the cooling air-con.
After eating stayed on
for a while.
Then went home.
That's about it already.

1 more week to EAP,
after EAP straight away start
SCHOOL.
So better start to do holiday h/w.
Think i 4get got wat h/w alr lah zzZ.
Haizz..
Like so fast june hols gone...

Ohya and lastly,
Happy Nirthday Zhihui! (:



Byeall.

So was finally back from the camp.
The camp was really quite fun
and many many many things happen.
But too lazy to blog about it lol.
If anyone wna know can go try
other scout's blogs haha.
I know jj blogged abt it alr,
so you all can try his blog first lol.

And so our 1st wk, or rather 2nd last wk
of our so called holidays gna end soon.
Did not really study much during the camp.
Dint even manage to finish all the
differentiation units in tys.
What's more is thr's still like an omfg amount
of holiday homework waiting for me.
And i hope i can find them in time to complete them ):

I dunno what to do now, seriously.
It's like i had live in the camp for
a while that i dunno what should i do at home now.
Our dorm was like our safest place
during the camp lol.
Nth to do juz go dorm slack.
At any time just wna go back dorm.
Now i miss the dorm haha.
Wonder when's the next time
i would go to sarimbun scout camp.

DPC training next monday i think,
dunno to go or not.
Wanna go but like scared of
no time to complete my homework and study.
Or i can juz bring my homeworks thr.
Hmm, quite a good idea.

Today is 06/06/08.
24 days till june end.
And actually that's not alot.
Just around 3 weeks.
And sch will start like so soon.
Guess i shall just study study study...
Cant slp now anw,
due to me slping frm 7 to 11plus.
Nth much to talk about already..


Byeall.

Harlow evryone.
Holidays are finally here, for us.
No more EAP till 2 wks later,
actually less than 2 wks already.

Going for camp tomorrow,
till thursday.
STUDY CAMP.
Plus help out the scouts a bit.
Hope i really can study.
Yea, so wun be blogging till thursday.

Hmm nothing much to blog about too.
Maybe will blog about the camp when i am back.



Byeall.