The next second, you were gone.

Finally found a time to blog.
Not that I've been really busy with studying,
but somehow I just didn't get to blog in the past few days.

Gotta finish this fast and start my work soon though.
Haven't been productive for these few days.
It's been 10days since I last posted.
So fast and we're entering the 8th month of the year already.

School's been average recently.
It's just the usualy revision lectures, tutorials etc.
We will be able to finally finish complex numbers next week
and I don't know what's gonna happen for Econs.
I'll need to do much much much much much more
than what I am currently doing for Chem.
And certainly even more for Physics.
Passing physic and failing chem doesn't mean my physics is any better,
it's just that this time there are quite few topics tested,
compared to crazy chem.

Hoping tomorrow to be the last day I'll be playing ball,
but that's fairly improbable.
I can certainly cut down my playing time though.
Playing twice or thrice or even more in a week
isn't going to help in my preparations for A levels.
But taking a break from studies and exercising a little
once in a while certainly keep my life balance.
Just not too much that it unbalances my life.

Slept from 6 to 8plus just now.
And haven't done anything.
Think I'll stay back and study tomorrow.
Better force myself to do some work and get the engine started,
it has been so rusty that I can't even be sure if I can get it going anymore.
Luckily the acceleration's usually quite fast anyway.
Okay time to study,
will try to blog again soon about my boring life of school and slacking.






Byeall.

It's not the plan that is important, it's the planning.

And so fast it's 19th July already.
By the end of this week it would already be the last week of July.
That leaves us with a little more than a month to Prelims.
Somehow it just doesn't seem real.
Somehow the feeling we've got during sec4 isn't present now.
It's just different.
There's only so little time left actually but everything still seems so calm.
Maybe I'm just one of those who need to wait for everything to finish,
then I can settle down and slowly sort out stuff and study for A's.


So Math lecture and tutorials better finish fast.
Else I can't feel the drive to start revising.
And even though I'm 'revising' now,
things aren't really getting into my head, somehow.
Argh this is screwed up.
There are still so many things stuck in my head
when I should only be concentrating on A levels now.


Taking breaks from studying is fine.
But it feels like I'm taking a break all the time,
and only studying at selected time.
Maybe I really need to plan.

"Plans are nothing; planning is everything." Dwight D. Eisenhower

I don't need a plan.
I just need to plan.
What happens after that will be decided by the process of my planning.
At least I know that once I started to plan,
even if I don't follow my possibly-over-idealistic plan,
I would carry on and do something about it.
I would continue and just go on instead of sitting here and doing nothing.
Maybe I really need to plan.
Maybe, no, and I must do that soon.

Chem mock paper 2 tomorrow.
The whole paper 2. IIRC should be A levels 2009 paper.
Haven't really studied enough.
Since when did I studied enough for anything anyway?
And how can anyone be confident to claim that he had studied enough?
But even after reading and several attempts to memorize stuff,
somehow I just can't do it.
Bad memory.
All the space in my brain had somehow been filled up by tons of other things.
Maybe I should store them somewhere else for now.
If not I'll just have to expand the space.

Took a nap in the evening again.
I should really stop doing that.
Not only have I wasted the afternoon, I've wasted the evening until night time too.
And that means I'll only start work after 8 or 9pm everyday
and that is absolutely inefficient.
But sometimes I just suddenly got hit by this wave of sleepiness
and couldn't take it zzzZ.
And I just sat on the bed today thinking I won't fall asleep that way.
Now look at what happened.

Not doing anything productive now.
Shall just read a little more get packed for tomorrow and go to bed.
Days are just going to get more and more boring from now on.





Byeall.

=====Double Yellow Lines.===========

Is there anyhow who I haven't talk to for quite a while already,
but still reads my blog frequently?

So many people had stopped blogging already.
All the classmates from the past,
some of those who I haven't talk to for quite long,
who I can only be able to be informed of what had they been up to by their blogs.
And this is not something that just happened recently.
The number of blogs had been declining for quite a while already.
Suddenly felt like I should just have a chat with
secondary or even primary school classmates and catch up on them.
We've been so busy with our jc/poly lives that it's hardly possible to do anything else besides studying,
or any other random school work.
I wonder how am I going to live my next possible 100years
if 18years of life is already enough to make me constantly think about the past.

School's been good lately.
Today sucks.
Results sucks.
Getting back GP and maybe Econs tomorrow.
Hope I'll be able to do fine for them.
A pass is fine for Econs
and I can't really gauge what is good for GP though.
Protected time gonna start next week.
More revision, more fun.

Two more days to weekend.
It's usually just enough to survive till Wednesday.
But having chem for four days in a row is quite a killer itself.
The next two days would certainly be more slack though.
Feels like I'm still just trying to get through each day by each day
and not doing anything about the big event which gonna happen in 4months' time.

Tomorrow PE.
Tomorrow's Thursday.
Play ball day.
But should be running Lucky Heights for PE.
Damn. It's been a while since I ran.
Gonna die tomorrow then.
Need to conserve energy to play ball after that also lol.
And then hopefully it's play ball day again on Friday.
Don't think we can play ball that much from next week onwards,
since there's protected time and timetable gonna have a new look.
A better look, hopefully.

You can either wake up everyday,
and think that you're on to another battlefield for another harsh fight.
Or you can wake up everyday,
and think to yourself that today's gonna be the best day of your life,
with all the fun and good things coming your way.
Either way, life goes on.
Your outlook on life could possible change your life and you in an unexpected and unpredictable way though.






Byeall.

The right moment.

Haven't been using com much for the past few days.
To be exact, ever since school started after the weekend break which was after JCTs.
Only managed to blog again on Wednesday.

So for the past few days somehow I'm feeling I've been making myself damn busy,
or it actually is just that I'm making myself too tired.
Sleeping earlier on Tues and Wed then waking up midnight to watch World Cup,
after that waking up at 6plus again for school.
And basketball after school on Tuesday too.
Thursday Mass PE ran quite a bit too,
and stayed back to play ball again after school.
Played till 6plus.
Ate KFC and studied a bit before heading home.
Reached home at around 11 I think.

And finally today.
Didn't even manage to go home and prepare
'cause everyone decided to catch the earlier showtime in the end.
Watched Eclipse with class then ate Long John.
Finally got home later, get some stuff, change,
then out again for Venture meeting.
Stayed back to chat after meeting was over,
and somehow it just dragged on till 1plus.
Finally reached home at around 2am.

Shall be back soon, feeling really kinda tired right now.
Going to sleep soon.






Byeall.

SPAIN!

Yes good Spain beat Germany 1-0 to go into the finals.
Finally.
And I was so scared they can't handle Germany enough
but it's over now and there's only one last and final match to look forward to.
And that match is on a freaking Monday morning
which means that we will need to stay up late and go to school in the morning zzz.

And yes I need to wake up 1 and a half hours later to go school.
So I better go and catch some sleep now zzZ.
Else I gonna be freaking tired tomorrow.
Especially during my double GP rahhhhhhh.
Confirm sleep in that super cold room during GP.

Okay anyway Spain is in the finals with Netherlands.
Both teams I like but Spain the one I support the most.
Let's hope they will not disappoint me next Monday. (:





Byeall.

Searching...

Just realized that I haven't been blogging for like a week already.
And a week of July just passed like that.

School re-opens yesterday and JCTs are over last Friday.
Only got to play ball yesterday after school though,
after more than 3weeks without playing ball.
And it's also more than 3weeks without exercising at all I think.
My legs got so tired just after playing a bit yesterday zzZ.

And I stayed up to watch Netherlands' match last night too.
But the match later is gonna be another exciting match.
And apparently a lot of people would also be staying up to watch.
Haha maybe tomorrow there will be an increase in number of students late for school,
or even absentees.

Speaking about tomorrow,
there's almost nothing to look forward to.
The usual Thursdays are like that anyway.
Except for PE in the morning and the 50mins break right after it,
the other lessons are... simply, kinda, boring, ttm.
Well almost to the max actually.
GP is getting worse in my opinion.
And it's not only me.
People are falling asleep more and more easily thanks to the teacher.
Haiz. Don't know what to say also.
Just hope that my GP grade this time won't be too bad,
considering that I'm just doing just okay when he marks
our past assignments quite leniently.
And the teacher who marked our JCT papers for GP apparently didn't think we did too well.

Okay maybe I should just stop here for now.
Maybe blog again later depending on my mood haha.
Gotta chiong Chem tutorial also,
after getting this kind of extremely screwed up results for Chem,
I'm sure it's just going to get worse if I don't do anything about it.
Didn't expect to screw up so badly though.
Kinda pissed off with it anyway.
With all the careless mistakes and little mistakes everywhere,
marks are just flying away from me.
And also all the things which I didn't exactly put in effort to study... zzZZ.

Gotta go rest now.
Felt kinda tired today in school also.
Don't know whether is it from yesterday's late night or what.
Somehow our whole class was damn tired too.
And the whole row of my class fell asleep during contact time's talk about interviews.
That is just so cool 'cause I don't spot that happening anywhere else.
Gives me another reason to be proud of my class.






Byeall.