A Levels: The Last Paper

Been around 5 days since Physics Paper 3.
Since the second last paper of A levels.
And it seemed like A levels was actually over long ago
when there's still the last paper tomorrow.
And after tomorrow it can truly be said that
we will be able to not think about all that we've learnt in JC anymore.

At least for now.

Had not been doing much for the past few days actually.
Finally caught HP7 with the rest on Thursday.
Almost didn't manage to watch it.....
So played ball for a while on Friday before going to GY's birthday chalet.
Had quite a good time there.
Seeing so many people whom I've not met for quite a while.
In the end decided to stay over with Suting, Pan, Teckli.
There's another bastard who was supposed to stay over.
But at 2am plus CJ walked home.
All the way from downtown back to his house in Tampines.
Slept at around 6plus in the chalet.
Went for breakfast with teckli and suting at KFC at 8plus 9.
Then reached home around 12 to sleep for like 6hours.
Didn't do much after waking up too.
Thanks gy for inviting us to his chalet.

13 hours to the last paper.
And 14 hours and 15 mins to the end.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........................
I just hope for it to be over soon
and that I would really do meaningful things in my remaining 2months.
Or at least enjoy myself enough.






Byeall.

Last week of the end.

Felt like it's been so long since I last logged in.
But seeing that the last post was a week before A levels,
it's like these few weeks just went by so fast.
And thinking back, it's the same with my JC life.

Everything felt like it just happened yesterday.
Then again, so many things had happened and changed since graduating from secondary school.
And now we're finally done with JC too.

It's just a month and a week away from another new year.
Another time with new beginnings.
The images from the last time this happened was still so vivid in my mind.
People setting new year resolutions,
most of us determined to study hard for year2 etc.
This will be one thing that's gonna change much come next year.

I've only got a little more than two months from now.
Better hope that I'll do something worthy before enlistment.

This is the last week of the end.
I shall try my best not to forget any Physics stuff before the last paper next Monday.

The weather doesn't seem too fine.
Finally gonna catch HP7 later.
Hope that the weather's good at least until I get to the cinema.
GY's chalet tomorrow.
Shall reserve Sunday for studying Physics MCQ.
So I'm still left with Saturday to do my own things.
Hmm the best thing I can think of doing outside is basketball,
and the best thing staying home would be sketching.
Really, it's been ages.
I just need to get it going to continue,
but it's certainly much easier to start sketching than to study anyway.

Guess that the post's long enough.
Probably gonna blog at a higher frequency like before from now on.






Byeall.

Last Week. To The Beginning of The End.

Finally it's the one last week left till A levels.
3rd November.
Just imagine adding a 6 to that number.
Somehow I still don't sense it coming so close at us,
but at times it can really be suffocating people, including me.

Then when we got the time to take a step back and catch our breathe,
we realized that, it's still not time for that.

Not now, especially.
I would be so glad if this thought had remained on my mind since weeks ago.
Would be even relieved if I can keep this thought from now on, all the way.

Maybe from now on, I shall remind myself in my sleep,
and constantly attempt to hypnotize myself, in my sleep,
that I need to work the hardest I can because it's the only chance.
For lazy people, like me, or perhaps only me,
I do not give my everything because of the mindset that there's always a next time,
there's always a try again if you fail,
there's always a this is not everything in your life.
But sad to say, A levels for now is almost everything to us.
Making it sound so important yet not taking the appropriate actions,
this just sounds like me all year long.
Maybe it's through the blogging and whatever that I can constantly remind myself how much an impact this is going to make on my life and so the effort put in had to be proportionate.

And I don't know if this had helped
but I certainly hoped that my essay writing skills had improved.
Don't think I've got the time now to do much about my GP
since I need to do much more for other subjects.
But after quite an improvement from last year's U grade,
my grades had been on a decline.
Well GP wasn't on any of my priority lists anyway, since the start.
It will just be a bonus if I'm able to do well for it,
though it's not like I couldn't care less unless I fail it too.
An average grade of around D or C makes sense to me for now.
I'll just see how it goes from here onwards.
I really need to rescue my Physics and Economics
and they certainly deserve more attention than GP anyway.


In the end I still got long-winded and extended my supposed short post.
Shall end it here.
It's 3.39am of 3rd November and the storm outside seems to have calmed down a little.
But the storm which had been brewing in my heart and mind might have just begun to take its form.
Things seem peaceful and all are good.
But that's exactly the signs of a forthcoming storm isn't it.








Byeall.