It's here again.

Just a quick short one before booking in again. Supposed to blog like last night or what but forgotten about it. And now I'm left with 40mins before I should appear at Pasir Ris interchange. I can never get over this booking in feeling. Killing me ttm I swear..... Hope that this week gonna be much more bearable though, because it's already the last week of training, with stuff like Recruit's Night, Games Day etc. I think the only major effed up thing left is BCCT, WITH RIFLE -.- Well it will be over in two days' time so let's just endure, as we always do. Okay shall have dinner soon after finish folding my Smart 4. So looking forward to POP in less than 2weeks' time. 24km route march in Singapore to the floating platform. COME ON MAN. See ya guys in a week's time.





Byeall.

Now is now.

Already two weeks without posting anything.
That's just as long as the time I spent in Tekong before I came back yesterday afternoon.

Like I had been saying, the past week had been hell.
Well, at least more than half of the week was hell.
Although the one before was kinda slack because it's been raining everyday.

Really got tekan like shit for days since Sit Test.
All the Stand-by Areas, with Camo on somemore...
So glad that there's just two more weeks of training left,
and the last one will be just graduation parade rehearsal.
After that of course it's.... POP LO!

Yea and another two weeks it will be a whole new environment again.
Bad bad bad.
Well at least the first stage of NS would already be completed by then.

So finally settled my Uni application yesterday.
Took me quite a while to do so.
So in the end it's still NUS FASS and NTU Psychology.
Don't know if I'll change my mind in a year or two years' time.
But for now I'll just take it as it is and hope I get the spot first.
Better remember to pay the application fee by 1st Apr though.
By then it would only be a week more to POP.
Everything just seems to gone by so fast.
And just a while ago we were still busy studying for the A's.
Now the A's are over, JC life's no more, results are back, people are actually seriously considering about their own future and what to do in Uni and stuff like that.
It'll probably take 6years of studies to be a clinical psychologist.
That's around 26/27 years old.
Then a few years to be experienced enough.
Or maybe I won't even be a psychologist.
Well for now I'll just stick with the mindset of doing what interests me at the moment.
I definitely won't want to spend time studying things that I find boring for years after NS.

And as for now, now, I just hope the weather is fine tomorrow morning.
Finally gonna touch basketball again since like forever.
Gonna have some real fun before booking in again for just four days this week.
So this week will be gone really fast and I hope it goes the same for the next and I'm sure it will be.


And this was what I said a few days back.
Very very meaningful stuff.

'They said now, you know what is NOW?
Now, is now.
They said now.
Now is the later of just now.
Now is the just now of later.'

So to add on to it,
the now just now is not now because the now just now is already just now of just now.
The now of later is now because it's already later.
Now is the later of just now.
And now is the just now of later.

Now is now.






Byeall.

Aftereffects.

Finally release of A levels results last Friday.

Booked out a day earlier, after Field Camp.
It was definitely one of a hell.
I don't need any comparison, I'll just call it hell no matter how much tougher other people's field camps might be.
Thank god, it's over now.
Now it's just 6 weeks left and the only tough thing I need to overcome is building up stamina and strength for route march, and also for my 2.4km.

So much for army crap.
Now it's time to talk about more normal stuff like A levels results.

Not much of a happiness or disappointment really.
More or less like what happened during my O levels results.
'Cept that there was a huge disappointment for my HCL and pretty nothing much else.
And this time, there wasn't really any extreme feelings.
I don't know if it's because army life diluted my senses towards this or that I was really just relieved to see that my results turned out more or less fine and the way I expected.
I guess when everything's in control, life isn't just life anymore.
Still, as always I'll thought of how much better I could've been if only I studied harder instead.
A for Math and Chem, B for Phy and GP, C for econs.
And I really do wonder how many from our school actually got an A for h1 econs.

Now it's just what I do with these.
Continue with Psychology?
Or something new and some other courses which might be more relevant to the context of Singapore?
I've got two more years to decide after all.
That's a whole two more chances for me to set my mind straight.
Perhaps for now all I need to do is just securing a place in FASS and let my life for the next one year decide for me if I should do something else.
After having that thought my mind seemed much calmer and things seem clearer.

Still, having things unsettled and the need to book in again isn't allowing my mind to rest.
It's two more weeks again.
Sometimes we just have to learn to let go at the right moment, so that it won't hurt as much as it might have otherwise.

I hope I'll gain some insights on stuff I do not know of yet during next week's open house.
It's also the only time I'll be let out for the next two weeks.
Thanks to situational test which I hope I'll be able to perform.

Gonna be 3 soon and I shall head to bed soon.
Ohh and watched Finding Nemo today, not the whole of it though, missed the front part.
It was 8years ago and I can't believe it.
Still a nice show though. (:







Byeall.