So it's Sunday again.
The day we all hate.
And the past week felt just so damn long.
Perhaps comparable to the two weeks during BMT.
Just somehow, it felt damn long.
But here I am finally at home again, typing in front of my com at just before 3am.
First week at 2SIR wasn't exactly the best place I could had spent my last week at,
but apparently it's not like any of us had a choice.
Then again I really wonder if someone made it damn clear that they don't want to be there, what would they do?
Keeping someone who does not desire to be there will not exactly make the situation any better right.
Well I am not that someone who can voice out for sure 120% I do not want to be there though...
At least on paper now it seems that life would still be fine as the schedule currently still seems empty enough.
Training the men from Dec to Jun then training WITH them from then onwards,
along with a bunch of other random stuff to take care of.
Doesn't sound exactly that bad right...
At least better than going for countless exercise, local or overseas,
getting yourself shagged out every now and then.
Anyway still have a full month of UIP to go.
We will still be treated like recruits until this ends I guess.
Though I certainly hope that they stop doing this by this week.
The past week also felt so long perhaps because of thousand of thoughts going through my head every single day.
Thinking so much about how I should live my life the way I want it,
and then wondering what defines that, in which way do I want to live,
and then thinking how, why, questions just don't stop appearing,
and answers don't seem to exist at all.
I guess making a difference in your own life, is just as hard as making a difference in the world.
And if either one appears to be easy for you, it just mean that you had probably found the answer you had been looking for, and you had found yourself.
Suddenly wondered about what I gonna study in Uni too.
For now of course I'm still interested in Psychology.
Very interested indeed.
But then again, I'll never know what's best for me because there really isn't something call 'best'.
Still two more chances to apply, I'll just see how it goes for me till then and hopefully by then I'll be able to pick a course which appeals to me the most.
Finally watched 恋爱通告 by 王力宏, which was out for more than a year already.
Think I will continue watching one movie which I've missed in the past for every book-out.
Really nice show and perhaps I can start to think what show I should watch for next week already.
But before that, I think I'll need some rest now and hope I'll be able to do whatever I want and need to tomorrow, before booking in again at night.
The camp's really not much closer and the time needed to travel is quite long too.
Good luck to the commandos going to Brunei.
And to myself, the knee better not hurt much again and I'll probably report sick only after UIP since everything in UIP is important and I already failed to report sick twice or thrice.
Well but if it's really bad I not gonna freakin' do nothing about it, it's just that at least it doesn't hurt now when I'm not running or exerting force on my knee.
Rest well people.
We've got another tough week ahead.
Byeall.
