Sunday, January 03, 2010
Saturday, January 02, 2010
MY TOP NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS TO ORGANIZE MY NOTES PROPERLY,
so I won't be searching high and low in my room for them when people would already be done with their homework/revision/WHATEVER.
:D
Never really did a list of New Year Resolutions anyway.
Or rather, I just don't follow any lists/plans I made myself, so there's not much point anw.
But somehow I just feel like making one now, for the fun of it!
And maybe through the year I can read this post again and find out how much I wanted to achieve compared to how much I really achieved hahah.
Hmm not really resolution though, maybe just a list of things I hope to accomplished in 2010.
1) So as mentioned, organize my notes and all that.
2) Getting good results for MCT, JCT, Prelims. Tests not included x)
3) Stepping into every exam hall with a smile :)
4) Coming out of every exam hall with a bigger smile :D
5) Don't sleep for more than 85% of the lectures. (At least at the start of year)
6) Be nice to people.
7) Doing well for shooting nationals. (Need to train a lot harder =/)
8) Would really like to draw more......
9) Watch all the movies which I wanted to watch, but missed the chance.
10) Sleep early....? At least not too late all the time.
11) KEEP FIT. Exercise!! Basketball or whatever haha.
12) Crush 'A' Levels.
Maybe I should start learning how to go by a fixed set of routine,
rather than total randomness.
Then again, 'fixed' isn't exactly the thing for me and I'll prefer to do things, not randomly, but as and when I want.
Hahah unsurprisingly, most of the stuff on the list are school-related.
I'm always listing and listing, but never doing the things -.-
Hope that somehow at least I'll organize my notes though.
And this would also be the last year of school till NS is over...
Maybe I should cherish the time in school this year.
Lol sorta remember saying this in sec4 too.
Will see how it goes then, 2nd year would probably be a better one than the first.
Always look on the bright side of life. (:
Byeall.
it has ended again at
2:06:00 AM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Maybe I should start trying to learn how to sleep early,
especially when I'm still sick, even a little bit.
So that I won't feel like I'm getting well already then because of lack of sleep or other funny reasons then get sick again -.-
New year coming already somemore.
New school term coming already somemore.
Homework haven't start doing somemore.
Doing homework sounds like a good way to start off the new year (:
Whatever you do at the start of the year would affect the rest of the year.
May if I start my homework at the start of the year,
I'll be a nice, good, hardworking student for the rest of the year until freakin A levels is over :D
Byeall.
it has ended again at
2:14:00 AM
It's the... freaking last day of 2009.
Many things happen throughout this eventful year.
Change.
Lotsa changes.
From Secondary School to JC Life.
From Scouts to Ventures.
A new CCA.
New classmates.
Getting to know more people.
And a lot more changes, including those in the world.
Somehow when thinking back, a lot of things happened.
But then again, I feel like one year has just gone again, just like that.
Just like that.
This year is definitely super different from the last.
Extremely different.
But it still went past like some jetplane and only less than 24hours of it is left.
Less than 24hours.
To a new year.
2010.
People always say 'May the next year be a better year'.
I'm not an exception too.
Who would want the following year to be worse right?
But how often does this come true?
We can only hope for the best and prepare for the worst,
sometimes just praying that the year would be tons better
knowing that it is not exactly possible with all the upcoming events and all that.
So 2009 has been kinda fast.
Learnt quite a few things throughout the year though.
1) Secondary School. .................................. Junior College.
There's a big gap between them.
2) Project Work.
It kills. And worse still, it make people kill each other, or even themselves.
3) Time Management.
Extremenly important unless you would rather get managed by time than to manage it.
4) Do your best.
It is the best thing you can do. Unless you want to regret after everything's over.
5) Slacking.
If you ask me what I do best, this would be it.
6) Lectures... zz.z....z.zz...zZzZZ...
Are much much much more boring than I thought.
7) Failing.
This is one thing that's very different in JC and in Sec Sch.
The difference is, it got more common. So common that it isn't a big deal, to me at least.
8) Some schools screw brains.
For that I'm glad I went to TJ.
9) Planning.
Not the kind of thing for me. Not that I can't plan, just that I don't follow my plans.
10) Keep quiet and observe.
One of the best things to do in every situations.
11) The 'Vacuum Cleaner'.
It was already mentioned in my post almost 2 years ago. The school highly resembles it.
12) Craziness.
Human can't live without a bit of it and I'm slowly having more of it.
13) Don't give up.
And you'll win one day, some day, another day.
14) Contacts.
As in knowing more people, it's very important useful.
15) Having an aim.
It's more important than I thought. Though I still don't have one yet.
16) Adaptability.
Mine's never high in the first place.
17) Secondary school.
Isn't even half as bad as JC life, probably still far from half.
18) Interests.
Hobbies, not those that kill people 'cause they borrowed from loansharks or what.
Pursue them if you really like it and just do things that you want 'cause life ain't long enough for you to regret not doing things you like.
19) People.
There are all kinds of them, we just haven't got a chance to meet them yet.
Okay didn't expect the list to be this long.
And somehow this part of the post is similar to someone's blogpost.
Probably due to the fact that I read it when I felt like blogging haha.
Will blog again some time soon.
Am still a little sick now.
Should be fine by tomorrow already though.
Then it'll soon be another year.
Byeall.
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12:32:00 AM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Hey.
Finally the 3rd post of this month, just when it's gonna end soon.
The last post was a freakin long one though.
But shall try keep this short 'cause I think I'm sick and I need some rest soon.
So went to Pulau Ubin last Thursday for V10's solo night.
Only me Terry Chandan went.
And for V10 also 5 of them went only.
Damn bored during the camp, especially at night.
Received quite a few Christmas greetings once it's past 12 though,
thanks to those who messaged me, but can't reply due to poor reception (:
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you guys too, if any of you happen to see this.
The next day morning we packed up and got back to Changi Village.
Waited for Andrew Sir to come and brief us on the MRT camp,
the briefing was short though, 'cause for some reason briefings only include what's coming up next.
Headed to Bishan and had lunch, then to Bishan Park.
Then it's hiking all the way to May something park where we rested for the night.
The next day was something new though.
Jungle trekking.
Finally we went to Lower Mandai and hiked inside for quite a while.
Some funny stuff happened,
such as gy trying to throw his bag over the river then jump across,
and ending up going over with his bag.
And the small tree snake scaring the shit out of everyone when we were having lunch,
all of us got lagtime somemore, wait a while then all siam lol.
Blah blah blah.
Then renwei got injured, shin got cut by the edge of the wooden plank of the board walk.
Had to pause the hike and went to the ranger station to let him rest.
See also can tell it's damn pain.
Then... Andrew Sir just ended the camp there.
Everyone just rested at the ranger station till night time when Fareeq Sir would come to pick us up.
It was said to be 11 or 12.
So everyone agreed on this plan and rested and ate.
6plus me jy Khim Yong Sir went to the carpark to check for shelters.
Almost got attacked by monkeys and possible wild boars on the way
when we walked out using the jungle trail.
Then walked the normal road back.
Had dinner and everyone packed up and we were set to go for the small shelter near the carpark.
Waited there for damn long.
Talked and had fun laughing at some reality live comedy.
Terry and Justin was like having some gay fun on the hammocks hahah.
Seriously freakin funny.
Though only me Chandan Renwei Mathew Andrew and Khim Yong Sir saw I think.
The rest were happily sleeping already.
The entertainment made time really flew.
And it was already 2plus.
Gorilla and Owl came and we had some food.
Then it was the fetching back home part finally.
Reached back home at around 4plus.
Then bathed and slept lor.
Sunday rested at home.
Went out with family to IMM today.
Then had dinner outside too.
Reached home at 7plus.
Somewhat somehow realized I'm sick.
And I just don't like people who talk like they're always right and assume that they know everything.
They think they know everything clearer than everyone else,
even if it's the person who's involved in whatever that is.
They talk with assumptions and no brains and think everyone else is wrong.
They don't grow ears and won't listen to anything which others are saying.
They can crap for all they want and people can't say anything because these people don't give a damn and whatever you say will be wrong to them.
They can do whatever they want, say whatever they want, and think like they are the almighty and still don't realize what's really freakin wrong with themselves.
If you happen to behave like that sometimes, it's okay, people make mistakes.
Nobody is perfect.
But there are just some who think they are, or rather, who behave like they are perfect and don't get this damned fact.
These people, I got nothing to say to you except that please mind your whole freakin attitude.
This is not about whether you have a brain 'cause I'm quite sure most of the human population have one,
this is rather about knowing how to properly use your whole freakin brain,
if not you can just take it out and sell it 'cause it's brand new and haven't been used before.
And people, please stop getting more hopeless day by day.
In every way and any way, just, stop, becoming, so, effed up.
I need to find the rare sane people in this world, ffs.
And that doesn't mean I'm sane too 'cause I'm completely realizing the fact that I'm becoming weirder and more screwed each moment due to some freakin reason which I'm still unsure of.
But it's much better than people who don't even realize they are screwing everyone else up.
I don't know what's happening to this world but there's only two words to describe it.
Byeall.
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12:46:00 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
It's been damn long since I last blogged.
And this time it's not because I had nothing to blog about,
but 'cause there's too many things happening all the time.
I shall first start on what happened on 5th to 12th December: The Gauntlet.
This year's PLC hike was a little special that it has a cool name.
Besides that, it's a 7d6n camp with a 3d2n hike including a mini hike for field lesson, a pre-hike to trick them and a 24h crazy hike.
And somehow me terry renwei went on our own hike too ahead of them for the pre-hike -.-
Was a cool experience anw, walked the other side of Macritchie nature reserve
and didn't had any lunch except 2 energy bars.
Finally had dinner at KFC when we got back to civilization.
Black Pepper Chicken meal shared with renwei.
After that was some slacking and doing nothing but lazing around at Lower Peirce Reservoir.
Like kena thrown there by the leaders.
Mr Joseph Teo came down at 9plus and we had another dinner at at 10plus.
Then when we got back everyone was there already.
So we conducted the night walk which was recce by us before our dinner.
Walked all the way in at night lol.
Btw when we're out for dinner we saw a family of wild boars at the side of the road woah.
So didn't sleep the whole night.
Maybe just for a few minutes.
And in the morning it was the surprise for them to go for their 24h hike.
Was feeling damn hungry already so kept spamming the pringles and drinks.
After that went to Ru Han Sir's NUS dorm.
A small cozy little dorm it was.
Had our discussion for that day's thingy,
then almost everyone slept till 10plus i think.
I woke up once though 'cause Renwei cant come in due to the door being blocked by fareeq sir lol.
And I woke up because he called Chandan and his wonderful ringtone woke me up -.-
So for the day we were basically all squeezing in the bus and traveling all around.
To track the scouts all that and buy stuff etc.
Had our dinner at Sarimbun, same with the scouts.
Then finally at 10 or 11 me Marcus Nazri were fetched home by fareeq sir.
So reached home at 11plus and poor terry had to follow fareeq sir all the way.
Apparently the scouts were screwed after I went home at various places.
The next day was training.
Then it was a day of slack.
Same with Tuesday I think.
But had to prepare for Gauntlet Part 2: the Gauntlet Camp.
Ohya so we went school for a logisitics check in the morning
and had Black Pepper Chicken with renwei again haha.
We realized it makes people fart a lot and also shit -.-
So wednesday morning went training as usual,
then went home to pack and stuff and went to NAS.
Saw renwei and terry across the road after I alighted so I called out to them.
Then we went Tmart tgt to buy drinks.
Saw Brendon on the way back.
So RHS was giving the lecture to the scouts.
And the programme was already sorta screwed by then.
But we were still able to deal with it anw.
Then it was games by terry.
Pretty nothing much screwed up except that the wind blew the parachute egg on top of the dental bus,
which we brought down ltr on just to be smashed by terry lol.
After games was dinner.
Then it was fareeq sir's lesson after that I believe.
Then PIC or whatever, can't really remember what happened that night.
Don't remember what we had for dinner too.
Just remembered that at ard 3 me rhs fareeq sir chandan went to have prata for supper.
And then no one woke up ever again to conduct fire drill haha.
Had a bad night sleep at the small sofa.
Didn't really manage to sleep much and alarms were causing me to wake up evry nw and then 'cause people don't off it -.-
So woke up like 6plus, changed, and then woke up JJ up for his PT.
3 buggers woke up later in the middle of the PT and just walked away like nothing happen.
Wanted to join them in the Esso run but too bad I needed to take care of the belongings.
After PT was ceromony.
And that was when I realized my freaking zip of the scout pants broke haiz.
Then crazy inspection followed.
After which was backwoodsman lesson I believe,
and also our brunch - prata.
GY also came around that time after his test.
So following that would be backwoodsman session,
which was basically much slacking for us as jyang's batch was conducting that.
Went to help rhs to make some eno water in the jerry can.
And some friendly neighbour complained about the smoke so we had to change places.
That resulted in a super late lunch for them.
So after their super late lunch was lessons at field classroom again.
Followed by dinner for them and steamboat for us.
Then it was trust fall by me and blind trail by terry.
Took out the flag seeking as we had no time and also partially it was hard to conduct.
Then it was survivor challenged followed by PIC I think.
So after that was sleeping time and we went to the staff lounge to slack,
the leaders were having meeting there.
Then at around 3plus the fire drill started.
It's not really a fire drill to be exact but some kind of modified 'wake-them-up-at-night-and-tekan' session though.
Around the same thing anw.
So didn't had sleep till 5am.
And slept on 4chairs.
Finally woke up at around 8 I think.
Then went to wash up and change for ceremony.
Had breakfast after that.
The last day is really nothing much for them and us,
but somehow still ended damn late.
After inspection was pioneering for them to build the catapults and bring up the target.
Then for us we will take down the field classroom.
So after that the catapult shooting was played and terry slept in the canteen alone.
Apparently rhs did sth to him but too bad I wasn't there to witness it haha.
So after all that catapulting was strike camp.
Then everyone else packed up too and had closing ceremony.
Then it was some debriefing session which was kind long.
Somehow Chandan's voice was so boring and also my tiredness from the previous night caused me to feel damn sleepy.
So went to the toilet, then came back and went to sleep for a while.
After the debriefing ended was dinner with rhs and fareeq sir.
Went home after that and finally had a rest after all these.
Felt like it happened damn long ago but one week ago, the camp just started.
And a little more than a week, we were still traveling all around Singapore for their hike....
Can't believe so much happened in such a short time again,
but it's always been this case for all the camps and stuff, especially at the end of the year.
Rested at home on Saturday I think.
But was not really enough 'cause woke up early again on Sunday for Army Museum visit.
And that, just added another proficiency.
Came back in the afternoon and went lan.
So whole day spent, just like that.
No more Monday training so slept till around 12.
But that day is the start of the 2r6o6 chalet (:
Went to meet suting at white sands mall at around 3pm.
Then had my second at KFC with him.
So went to the chalet and people started coming in.
Was so glad that teckli and zhihui came in the end ;D
Same for the others hahaha.
So BBQed and watched chankai's SEA games haha,
talked so much about the soccer match b/w singapore and vietnam lol.
After which was 2nd BBQ session by me and kinseng for his pork belly.
Not his own belly but pork belly bought by him.
And suting came out at the wrong time LOL.
Anyone interested can ask him what happened when he came out haha.
GY came around that time.
And some went home at night already I think.
Somewhere at night.
So around that time the girls were up in the room and the rest was below.
Dota, talking, etc.
Then after that somehow they came down and all the guys went up.
All go up to get money except for kinseng haha.
Then after that we went down again.
Pretty nothing much happened that night.
Went out with KS to walk around and find RS they all.
They walked like everywhr wtheck -.-
Hmm and somewhr around that time at night, I think before this,
went with GY and suting to the food centre near GY's house for their dinner/supper.
Didn't eat then 'cause I wasn't hungry.
So after that almost evryone went up and talked in the darkness.
The guys had to sit on the floor though lol.
And somewhr in the middle of the night,
we went down again for some randomness and boredom.
Didn't sleep again on the first night as usual.
But come morning and GY went to sleep on the mattress.
Suting was right beside the door and kinseng can't go out 'cause the door can't open that big enough hahaha.
Then went to sleep on the bed for like 1hour I believe.
Asked chankai and zhihui back for pool but both didn't even come back for 2nd day =/
So went to pool with teckli, kinseng and his friend, zach.
Played like one round whr we paired, then KS and me went kbox lol.
And that was when teckli went home too.
GY and suting also went off somewhr around there.
One went home to sleep MORE,
and suting went to fly kite at marina barrage lol.
It was also then when it started to rain,
and the girls were at WWW.
So around evening we went back.
And I showered, finally remembered and get to shower.
But after that need to walk in the rain again to go eat dinner -.-
So everyone had dinner at just acia.
Then teckli came back!! :D
All of us wrote on some piece of paper about Wings for some guy who needed it for an exhibition.
Then went back with a full stomach.
And kinseng finally got to sleep.
So it was mahjong for a while.
Then kinseng woke up and asked me along to buy food -.-
Can't believe how is he able to take in that much amount of food lol.
Then came back and had some more 'kinseng give money' session.
Talked about teckli's stuff and it seems that much time has passed until we realized it's only 11pm -.-
Most of them went home and the chalet was left with 7 ppl only,
me teckli kinseng gy suting chris theresa.
So watched tv after that, hot shot then the hong kong drama.
Chatted with each other during that time too,
and suting kinseng went up to sleep.
And the smart me took the mattress to in front of the tv so I can lie down comfortably and watch TV haha.
Then teckli theresa were fbing, they like so funny lah hahaha.
GY was bored and playing with mahjong tiles while waiting for them to stop so he can dota.
Then chris was like just keep saying tired, probably due to her training that morning.
So the two girls found out that they cant sleep 'cause the beds were both occupied lol.
But suting woke up and let them sleep on one bed.
Then theresa went up to slp a while, then came down to brush teeth.
Then after that she like not slpy alr lol.
But teckli went to sleep on the mattress.
Then GY finally got to dota haha.
So the 4 of us played cards.
Damn unlucky lah tt time -.-
Btw it was like 1plus only lol.
I think I didn't even win a round of taiti zzzZ.
Theresa was like eating cup noodles then just keep winning haha.
Then suting's turn after her so he always can win after theresa win zzz.
Then theresa went to slp upstairs already.
I think suting rly got his magic power,
talk to him then won't feel slpy liao lol.
After that played a bit more then chris suggested watching One Missed Call: Final on youtube,
ask us watch then she herself like don't dare watch -.-
So GY finished his dota matches and went to slp on the mattress also.
Then I used that laptop to watch NBA highlights,
only turning around when got people die haha.
By 3.30am was feeling damn slpy alr.
The show wasn't even scary lah, but somebody like so scared don't know for what lol,
then sit at the TV there dunno doing what with her hair somemore,
that one then scary.
4am chris went up to slp and I went to the mattress.
Somehow woke gy and teckli up so they gave me a space in the middle to slp haha.
Then suting watched the show till 5am I think.
And I don't know why I slp nvr put alarm or what, I think by tt time I blur alr.
So I woke up ard 8am.
Saw evryone else still slping and suting on the floor again lol.
Went up to find kinseng only to realize no panda to be spotted,
so went back down to see him coming out from the toilet.
Then I just change into club tee and sch pants,
say bye to him then chiong to the bus-stop.
Rested on the bus.
Then alighted at school and realized meiling took the same bus lol.
She went home the night before already, after visiting her CO chalet I think.
So I went to the range, thinking I'll be late 'cause it's 9.05am
and I believed I was required to reach by 8.45am.
Then saw evryone outside and the range was still locked.
So I went down, shoot, and went to sleep on the chair with my head on the table.
Woke up lie 15 - 30mins later to found out all the tables gone except for mine and the table is clean hahaha.
Turned out that they were already arranging and clearing up the place to prepare for the reunion for the seniors later on.
Stayed a while more and saw them coming in,
then I went off 'cause my tiredness allowed me to.
But went to have lunch with Chandan suting pan, and terry was late 'cause he thought I gonna meet him at the bus-stop lol.
Then went sch and blah blah blah slept a bit.
Got a ball for the scouts when we went to print the hike logs haha.
Okay I think the post is like damn damn freakin long alr.
Shall stop here since thr's nothing much after that anw.
Went to meet some of the sirs for hike log lesson and played ball a while.
Basically that's it.
And slept till damn late today,
finally make up for all the lack of sleep since the start of Gauntlet hike I believe.
One more free day tmr and it's the start of VCH.
Good luck to terry and chandan for it ;D
After which, next week will be Ardent Meerkat Training Camp for us,
Then there should be nothing much already
and it'll be chiong the freaking homework time ler.Shall blog more the next time.
I meant, shall blog again the next time,
'cause I think there won't be any more posts longer than this.
Just realized I took like 1hour 10minutes to finish blogging this.
And I salute anyone who had took their time to finish this whole long post hahaha. (:
Byeall.
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9:51:00 PM
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Hey all.
Originally wanted to make it a long post.
Well, due to unforeseen circumstances,
I'll just Go With The Flow and see how far I can go.
Feeling freakin hungry now damn it.
Always feeling hungry damn easily in the middle of the night.
Okay so had a venture meeting today.
Went to did a logistics check with RW and Terry before that at NAS.
And played basketball after that too.
Had dinner at Mac.
Teppanyaki Grilled Chicken Burger or whatever it's called.
So that's about it today.
And Chandan's going to OGL camp.
Wow.
Now I'll have some work to do.
That's good.
Keep me busy instead of slacking and doing nothing all day.
Still feeling damn hungry.
And last night,
was one of the nights when I suddenly keep thinking about the past again.
I don't know but I'm just that kind of person who
can't the past go and just move on in life.
And while thinking back, everything just happened so fast.
This had been repeated dozens of times but yea because it's really so damn true.
I wonder what I had been doing in the last 2years of my sec sch life.
Pretty much the same as the first 2 years, slacking haha.
And for the last few months, studying.
But during those days there's also much happenings.
Like everyday there'll be some little things which happened,
be it good or bad, funny or whatever.
These are the things I'll keep hanging on and I'll think so much that
in the end I'll feel everything is like a dream.
Life is but a dream.
And I start to wonder how true is that.
Everything you experienced,
they just go past you.
Nothing ever comes back and we are just supposed to get on with life with whatever we have.
This is life man.
And I certainly should just stop thinking so much about life and just live life the way.... the way that every other living thing lives their lives.
We don't live to just think about the reason for living right?
That's call no life.
We live a life and we should get a life.
So to get a life... it can mean a lot of things.
Living life as you always wanted,
doing things you never thought of doing,
experiencing stuff which are out of the world for you etc.
Is that life?
I guess in the end it's still up to oneself to decide,
to decide what is really life.
Then again, it's not true that we always have to make a decision.
Maybe, we can just live our whole life without even giving a thought to what is life about.
So are you going to spend your life living and not knowing the reason?
Maybe, there don't need to be a reason.
Not everything needs a reason.
Again, it's just something for yourself to think about.
Memories.
They just play in your head sometimes and it's like watching a movie, a dream.
And for me, they can just come out of nowhere
and I'll start to think about all that had happened in the past and all that and more.
I feel like I should cherish whatever that had been given to me or whatever that had happened as long as it leave a lasting memory in my head.
Maybe not a lasting one, maybe just some small, short memory,
something that allows me to just be reminded of the past for a bit.
I don't know if this is sentimental or what,
but I had always liked to keep stuff.
Whatever the things are.
It doesn't really matter where they are from,
I've kept many things from the past,
and all these things may not even be useful or what.
People might think that they just take up space at home.
People might not keep them for even a few years.
I'm not sure why I keep stuff so much too.
I just like to keep them.
When I look at the things,
I'll just think back about the times and all that.
Although there may be some things which I'll never looked at,
or some things which I don't really had much memories of.
But it just happened.
It just happened at the point of time,
without thinking much, I'll just keep most of the things which I gotten from somewhere, anywhere.
Haha, and all these just resulted in my room being very messed up.
Many stuff are all around now.
But I still keep them.
I don't really tidy up my room that often and keep them together or what,
but I just know where the things are and
somehow I feel alright looking around my room and seeing all these at the usual places.
It'll be damn weird if one day everything which is so-called not use were to be gone from my room or just be kept in a box,
and everywhere is tidied up super neatly and cleaned up nicely.
Maybe that will give me more space hahaha,
but the... the indescribable feeling just won't be there anymore.
I feel like my hunger is half gone now.
That's bad.
Means the hunger is like going up to the extreme whereby you will slowly not feel hungry
and would lose the appetite even though deep inside your stomach is as empty as a whatever that's damn empty, like a dustbin without litter.
And I should sleep now.
By the way forgot to mentioned that there's training todayyesterday's morning too while blogging about yesterday's events.
Damn.
And that means I'm already awake for... 9am - 4am and that's a....
FREAKING total of 19hours.
Screwed up again.
Haiz.
Gotta sleep now or else my brain will spoil and get burnt into nothingness.
Byeall.
it has ended again at
3:52:00 AM
