Went down to NAS to help out in the scout meeting this morning.
Or rather, last morning.

Only me jyang dk benedict went.
So morning was ceremony then PT.
Got delayed quite a bit until PT ends.
Then was basic scout standard tests.
Blah blah blah...
Yea so in the end finally ended around 1plus and everyone got out ard 2plus.
Went to eat mac again with owl and gorilla, and chandan came shortly after.
Ate mac the previous night too 'cause somebody too long never and asked us out just to eat mac.
I must thank JJ for that dinner treat though LOL.
Realized that I forgotten to pay him only after I reached home hahah.
Shall give him back the money the next time I see him.

And so I didn't do any work today.
Was reluctant to go help out at first 'cause I need to sleep on Saturdays
to make up for the loss over all the weekdays.
But some idiot persuaded me so much that I just had to go.
Reached home at 4plus I believe, then I went to sleep soon after.
Slept till almost 9pm.
Woke up, dinner, use com, play a bit.
No mood do work at all.
Until now.

Still wondering whether should I go sleep or do some work first zzZ.
But tomorrow's already Sunday, then after that it's school again.
Must really do some work by tomorrow.
ESP phy hols hw and econs report.
And still got... econs hw I think, maths some p&c w/s, tutorials etc.
Then need to study for chem test on tues,
'cause if get too lousy need go remedial,
then Wednesday's 2.5hrs break will be gone already.

Ohh and heard that J2s can't join titans.
So sad.
Should have joined last year at least for the experience.
Although it was really a lot of trainings.

Shall focus on studying then.
That's what I would say sometimes but never did it hahah.

Okay getting tired already.
Shall try to at least start the econs essay, 1.3-1.5k words omg.

And I need to find a way to get myself super interested in physics....
How can I do that?
If not also must find someone to teach me. Haiz.






Byeall.

Reading the past

Just read my last year's posts to find out how had I been for the past year. (LOL)

And every year the way I blog changes a little.

And I still can see how I complained about PW last year.
Hahah, everything's over now, in a flash.
But I'll rather go through J1 than J2.
PW > GP I guess, and all the fun which we had staying back after school.
All the complainings which are just.. complaining but we still do the work.
Or at least I complain and I do work.

And in Aug and May last year had 2 posts of rather uniqueness.
One with the numbered sentences and one with random cutting and pasting of sentences.
Even now as I read I wonder how did I got so pissed hahah.
Was really not feeling good at that time.
All the frustrations.
And it's so interesting to read about my own posts, especially posts like these.
I always like to read/think/whatever about the past anyway.

But just as what most of us had learnt from life: It goes on.





Byeall.

The Eighth

Just realized that I've already blogged 7times this year.
That's fast.
Damn fast.
And this is already the 8th one on the 19th Jan 2010
when the only time where I blogged 7posts last year was in October.
Some of those posts last year were pretty long though.

Wonder if I'm too free that's why I blog so much or
that I'm too bored from doing so much (holiday) work that I need to blog randomly for a break.

Anyway, finally halfway thru the week...
Well after tomorrow that is.
Once this week is over everything will (hopefully) be fine.
Yea after the screwed Econs presentation is over.
Somehow I feel that if I do enough work I would even be able to
take out time and read up on lecture notes beforehand.
And according to teachers that's what we're supposed to do anyway,
help us to prepare for lectures.
So during lectures can also just sleep through it as long as the blanks are filled in. LOL.

Finally started a little bit on Econs PPT.
And there's still the screw report and poster.
Not gonna give a damn about it. Powerpoint most impt I guess.
Shall continue and finish it tomorrow using Kenneth's laptop. (If he brings)
I shall take silent as a consent since he didn't reply my message.

Today's PE was shiok.
Of course it was damn tiring.
Should be around 3km if I'm not wrong,
and my stamina improved, a lot.
Should continue to train more for NAPFA,
and even go for Titans this year if possible.
Yea but the main thing is that, the original plan was to play ball after PE.
BUT just as we were cooling down halfway it started to rain.
Then a moment later it turned into heavy rain.
And then, heavier rain.
So everyone ran back to the gallery for cool down then just as we were dismissed the rain stopped.
But the floor was wet.
........
However felt damn shiok even though it's tiring after running.
Somehow.
Somehow after running I was in quite a good mood.
Weird but cool.
Maybe my love for running will come back.
Then I'll run more, and more, and even more.
Possible to still get an A for 2.4km for NAPFA this May if I keep on training though.
But then again C is just enough and I would rather get an A in my studies =.=

Shall stop blogging here.
There are 3things on my mind now.
1) MUST. CHIONG. FINISH. ECONS PPT BY TOMORROW.
2) MUST Study and complete all the overdue work by this week so I can go ahead of the teachers by next week! (Okay most impossible task to fufil IMO)
3) MUST PLAY BALL. Easiest wish to fufil hahah, should be able to play ball at least once this week bah.... unless the weather gonna screw with me again zzzZ.






Byeall.

Hello and here I am again.
And the only reason for that is because I'm slacking again.

So sad that I wasn't able to fully make use of the first weekend since school started.
Did basically almost nothing while wasting almost all my time away doing... almost nothing.
And tomorrow will be the second week of school.
I hope this, and every week after it, would be a good week for me -.-
Despite the fact that I'm still slacking and not completing tons of homework rahhh.
Hope I don't screw up too much from now on.
If not everything will just go downhill all the way and before I knew it a mountain of work will be waiting for me.

'Cause everything will just roll on and on like a snowball, getting bigger and heavier, eventually rolling over you and killing you.

And that's just what would happen if you leave the homeworks untouched for too long,
eventually you will find yourself getting crushed by the snowball you created yourself.

Anw a link to a page of quotes here: http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Procrastination
ABOUT PROCRASTINATION.
So basically I procrastinated by reading quotes about procrastination.
How pro is that.
And there's still a quote "Procrastination is reading all the quotes on this page when you have a huge report due tomorrow." -- R.T.A.Birektt

Gotta go now, getting late already.
Shall save my energy and do some work tomorrow.
Think I can only do work on weekdays now instead of weekends zzZ.
Needa come up with some ways to get econs proj done before Fri too. =(





Byeall.

Slept at 3plus last night omg.
And slept at an average of 1am since school started -.-
SCHOOL STARTED.

All because of the leftover holiday assignments which is bascially, all the assignments.
And I haven't clear them all yet, still left with some while new homeworks are already coming in.
Looks like I failed to achieve my aim of finishing the assignments in the first week =(

Nevermind I shall continue to work hard.
We all have to start somewhere.
And the starting is usually the hardest part.
Since I started the school by chionging homeworks,
I hope to gain momentum from this and to continue studying and doing work for the rest of the year.
Well and I had to start early to study for MCT
since there will be competitions in March and that means extra trainings,
and also Job Week during March hols, and maybe some other events or what.

Had to do so many things, yet so little time.
And to think I had just stated something about time in the last post hahah.
Time to do some proper planning for studying or what,
and also to give myself some extra time to rest/do random stuff.
Don't think I draw much for 2009.
And one of my NewYearResolutions is to draw more,
wonder when can I start doing that.
And somehow I always complete a drawing thinking it looks extremely fine,
then few days later I'll look at it and spot countless mistakes or places to improve on -.-
Or it will suddenly just look damn plain or whatever.

Anw, we are stepping into the 3rd week of 2010 already.
This brings us another week closer to A levels,
and from now on it's all regular school -- lectures, tutorials, trainings etc.
Well from time to time there will still be some fun events though...
CNY next month, and its celebrations come together with our Annual Road Run...
How great is that -.-
And extra trainings from end of Feb onwards I think, for nationals at end of March.
Sports carnival supposedly in May I think..?
Or rather Titans would surely be in May, not too sure about Sports Carnival though.
Would be great if it's in May, then J2s would be able to join too.
June hols, JCT, from that time onwards I think it will really be pure studying already.

And I'm supposed to spend the WHOLE of today to STUDY.
And look what I did, just a few questions of Probability tutorial zzZZ.
Was slacking too much in the afternoon I guess.
Then headed out for dinner with suting they all in the evening,
and haven't been doing anything since I got home.

And I forgotten how or why, but I was suddenly interested in learning 十三響 LOL.
It's really not that hard to learn but maybe perfecting it would be hard.
Didn't really find much info about it but afaik there's like two versions of it.
It also made me realize I can't kick so high already -.-
Need to stretch my legs more, can help in my sit n reach also somemore.
But really, somehow I think 十三響 is damn cool haha.
Hope I don't forget how to do it the next time or what lol,
although it's like I'll only do it at home randomly to entertain myself or what.

Yea so now I WILL concentrate on doing my work.
MUST complete at least one tutorial of probability and if possible,
do something else which I don't know is what yet.
Goodnight people!





Byeall.

And then I gonna get a nice file which is convenient to carry,
easy to take around and one which can contain A LOT of papers.
Then I'll bring it to school everyday to store my wonderful notes so that I'll be a little more organized.


What happened to Me and Organization anyway -.-
Seem to lost it years ago in sec sch life but I'll be very organized I really want to anyway.



You need to believe, believe in yourself, and believe that if you really really really desire something real bad, you will have it. Believe that if you really want something so badly, you will eventually get it, not just because of your beliefs, but because you really want it so badly, you gonna work so hard for it like never before. Then, one day, some day, eventually you will get that something which you really desire, that something which you really really really want so badly that you worked really hard for.

And life don't just end there.
There are limitless possibilities and unlimited desires.

But if you really want it, keep that desire and work for it, then eventually it will come to you.


And I think that four hours is a lot.
It can be a lot in a sense that I lost four hours a day.
It can be a lot in a sense that I am able to complete so much in just four hours.

It's a matter of perception.
But four hours is four hours.
No more, no less.
Four hours for you is the same as four hours for me.
And if I'm really getting into it, things happen, in that four hours which matters a lot.






Byeall.

Hello.
School's starting tomorrow.


Goddamnit.


So I haven't been doing my homework or revising, at all.
"How ah?"
Don't think anyone can answer that anyway -.-

Apparently I don't act as nervous as I am,
'cause somehow somewhat I'm still doing nothing except for just digging out all the homework and putting them together.
"I shall not give a damn and will see how tomorrow."

And from tomorrow onwards, it'll be another year of suffering and torture and at times, fun.
It's less than a whole year though, to be exact.
Yea, less than even a year to our very own A levels.

Didn't even like talk to any of my classmates much throughout the holidays.
And they are the exact same bunch who I gotta face everyday from tomorrow onwards.
Well, almost everyday.
But that's enough already.

Bet tomorrow the P gonna talk about how much they see in us
and how well should we do for the upcoming tests and all that.
It's like that's the only thing she can ever say anyways.

Then there will be PE lessons which don't really Educate us Physically,
so the PE shouldn't be Physical Education, but rather... Physical Exhaustion.
Yea that will be a better name (:

And breaks.
Seems like the new timetable gives us enough break times and lunch times.
Especially Wednesday, H2 econs double period followed by lunch,
that's a freaking 2 and a half hours.
Just imagine me using it to study every week.... imagine.

Haha no more going to school on Thurs and starting the day with a break already though.
Mass PE changed to Thurs first period too =/


Time to prepare for this long war.





Byeall.

Hello.

Third post of 2010,
on the third last day till school re-opens, and also till the release of O level results.

Checked out the timetable earlier on.
First time checking out a timetable and did not exclaim on how terrible it is,
since the dismissal times were considerably earlier without PW and MTL lessons.
But that's also less breaks for us.
And it's not exactly damn early anyway.

So overall still sucks anyway.
Somemore GP tutor change to DM. GG.
ChanKai also lol.
Heard that he's one of the better GP tutors though.

Going back to school tomorrow for preparation of open house,
when I'm not even going to be there zzZ.
'Cause it's on Sat and AGM's on Sat too.

Damn screwed.
Last week of holidays go back do pioneering.
So not used to not spending my last week of holidays at home doing work.
Still need to go out almost everyday.
Only managed to stay home for the first few days of 2010.
And did like 2 pages of one of the four chem tutorials.
Time to use some wisdom to complete the holiday assignments....

I think that's about it.
I just want to blog about my timetable -.-
Sian.
Going to be normal schooldays next week onwards.
I suggest they do some kind of welcome back event or whatever to get us back to the schooling mood,
like an orientation to J2 or what hahah.
Don't even feeling like going back school.

Though I still hope that somehow this thought would be changed once I go to school on Monday.
Afterall it's not like we have a choice to whether go school or not.


>>I still wanna watch Sherlock Holmes!! =/





Byeall.