WR is due on Friday.
Finally.
And all is left with OP and I&R which I completely haven't start on.

Was in a really foul mood.
Since. Don't know when.
Maybe Monday.
After I saw my full of crap results.
Maybe yesterday.
'Cause we stayed back till 8 for 2 days already and I reached home later than 8.30 and my com is screwed it now takes freakin a long time to start up and all that.

Maybe today.

'Cause it's Wednesday.


Still, it's a good thing that we worked so hard for WR.
It'll be an even better thing when we see an A rewarded for our efforts.


One more month till holidays.
Holidays filled with holidays homework.
Trainings.
Venturing.
Let's change the topic.

One more month till holidays.
So we'll now work extremely hard for the next one week or so for OP,
and of course I myself would like to start on I&R ASAP.
Wonder how would life be like after OP.
I bet it'll be mugging days for A level.

Then again, nah.
I bet it'll be slacking days of me doing nothing literally everyday except for slacking around and doing nothing.
Doing nothing except for doing nothing.
That's still doing nothing.

And these frequent pissing off and losing of tempers are really bad.
Really really bad.
Screw it.

If no one else gives a damn, damn it.

Should be going off to sleep now.
It's like really kinda late and there's still crazy PW going on tomorrow.
OP rehearsal tomorrow again.
Am so tired of reading the same stuff over and over again already.
So tired of everything.






Byeall.

It's time to go back school again tomorrow.
It's gonna be freakin pw all the way from now on.
And I didn't even enjoy as much after promos ended,
'cause whatever I gonna do I would suddenly thought of pw.
It's like stuck in my head but I have no mood to do anything about it either.
What a screwed up thing to happen.

So now I am here just feeling sian over and over again and seeing the time slowly flying away from me.
WR is due in less than 2wks and ours is still so screwed.
Haiz.
OP is in less than a month's time.
Damn.
And after that there's a few weeks of school then it's holidays.
Holidays.
Can't really call them holidays when we're all still gonna get busy.
Trainings, venturing, maybe school work...
It's just like normal schooldays without going to school.

It feels like 2years of my life just gonna just vanish.
It's not like I've not done anything throughout the year,
but it just goes by so fast that I can't find time to stop and think.

Suddenly I feel like stopping here.
Shall continue blogging the next time.
Good luck everyone.




Byeall.

And Promos finally ended.
Just yesterday.
And it somehow felt like kinda long ago.

Post-exam activities sorta cock up a little.

Lazy to write about everything now.
Basically after Maths exam,
had PW lesson for like an hour.
After that lunch with ck,
went home on 28, rested, basketball, venture meeting,
then chalet, bbq, fifa till morning, slept 30mins,
went to bus-stop and straight away 3 buses which can take me home came.
Went home, bath, ate, slept till 8plus.
Yea basically that's it.
No wonder it felt like damn long had past since promos lol.

Haven't heard any news about PW for my group yet.
That's great.
Shall try to forget about it and enjoy as much as I can before it all starts again.
Play play play.

2 more days of awesomeness and slacking till PW chionging.
Less than one month and we could be really free soon.
Let's just try to tahan till then.
And when holidays come it's gonna be.... quite a lot of things to do too.

Have a good rest everyone.



Byeall.

Yay and suddenly it's all left with just one last paper.
Mathematics.
Hahah.

Don't really know why am I still awake at this time though.
Watching videos in youtube and the next time I see the clock, it turns 3am.
Time really flies huh.

And I don't know why everytime it's so late and when I'm going to sleep,
I'll just feel like blogging about random stuff and such.

I didn't know there's still quite some readers of my blog though.
Nobody ever tags though, for some reason.

Okay I'm getting hungry zzzZ.
Don't think there's anything for me to eat now sian.
Should get to sleep soon.
Not really feeling tired though,
I think it's because I slept in the afternoon AGAIN.
From like 3plus to 7.30pm if I'm not wrong.
Slowly really transforming into nocturnal animal now -.-
Can't even stay in awake in the day and keep feeling tired lol.
Then sleep already at night can't sleep.
Rahhh wtheck.

Anyway after promos I bet it's gonna be sleepless nightSsss again.
'Cause of this wonderful subject known as PW to many and some other names to some.

'Shall just do my best for my A'
I'll definitely love to say that but it's becoming really irritating to even touch PW.
Well, it's not like we have a choice though.

Poly's holidays is also coming to an end,
felt like everything came and go in such a short time.
I certainly hope that doesn't happen to my December hols.
It will only start like after 26nov, and ends on 10jan if I'm not wrong.
That's like 1and a half month only zzZ.
Kinda short in my opinion.
But then everything is supposed to be short in JC anyway.
Haha.
And I think the hols are already filled with some activities.
r6 chalet, not-sure-how-many scout camps etc.
Ehh but there shouldn't be extra classes I suppose,
think I'll still have some trainings though haiz.
Next year nationals already omg.

Anw I hope that I'll freakin study tomorrow for Maths.
Last paper already.
Let's make it a fabulous pass.
Not possible to pass with flying colours though for now.
Approx 4days for phy, which totals up to actually only 10hours,
2hrs+ for econs, 2hrs+ for chem,
and hopefully almost the whole day for maths,
that'll end this stupid exceptionally late promos of ours.
And after that is 999999hours for PW,
no, that's after my post-exam activities lol.

Good luck to all TJCians for the rest of the papers,
and good luck to the rest who are receiving their papers.

And good night to anyone who's still also not asleep now.

Have a good day tomorrow.




Byeall.

It's 3plus plus plus am, again.
Going to sleep soon.

I hope I am really able to pass all my subjects.
I really hope I am able to pass all my subjects.

By A levels, I will make sure I gonna own physics.
Then I would have solve the one subject which gives me the biggest problem.
I know now I still might not be able to deal with all different kinds of questions,
and also memorizing of freakin many formulae.
My memory is always bad.
Reagents and conditions in chem, formulae in maths and phy, econs etc.
Or maybe I'm just not putting in effot to remember them now.
Whatever it is,
by A levels, I will freakin get everything right.

Sleeping at 3plus these few days might not help that much.
Yea I would say I'm studying till 3am everyday.
But very clearly, the truth is that I'm becoming more slack everyday zzZ.
Anyways there's only one day left.
Let's just sleep well tonight and step into the examination hall with a clear mind.
Clear mind, not blank mind.
Haha.
And start to think about my post-exam activities lol.
Just hope that PW doesn't screw them up too bad then.

Approaching the promos,
I've became less worried.
That might be because I felt that promotion is certain.
And this results in complacency.
Therefore I'm slacking more each day.

And I'll still tell people it's just promos.
It's just a week, actually not even a week.
The truth is, yes it is just like that.
It can be a big thing, or just like that,
depending on how you see it.
However, sometimes, like now, I'll still feel kinda helpless.
Miscalculation, overestimation, I don't know either.
Lazy to type now.

'Be Prepared'
The Scout motto applies to everything in life.
And it's so ironic that someone like me in my 8th year of scouting still not following it haha.
Well I think in a way I'm prepared though.

Being prepared to deal with unpreparedness is the best preparation.

It's like expecting the unexpected.

Limits.
Breakthrough.
Revitalization.


Oh and did I ever mentioned that my randomness and boredom from studying resulted in me having 6 web browsers now?



I'm so gonna enjoy myself after promos.
And get myself so sick of enjoying and having fun that I will find a new kind of fun in studying next year.

Imagine studying creates excitement.





Byeall.

Hahahahahahah.
And in the end I'm still the same.
Only started studying 5days before the first paper.
Looks like I must wait till A levels.

And it is only till studying halfway that I realize there is too little time.
Hmm another 5 days should do though.

So now I can only try to finish as much physics chapters as possible.
However felt that I can pass my physics this time,
compared to last time when the paper is freakin easy and I didn't study 'cause of Solo Night haha.

Haven't started on anything else.
But chemistry should be alright.
Math should be passable since I have a free day before to study for it.
This leave me with GP and Economics.
GP should be passable.
Econs... That's where I realized I need a lil more time lol.
If I'm lucky like during mid-years,
should be able to pass it too.

But sometimes thinking this way makes me feel like slacking zzZ.
Nevermind I shall continue on to study my physics and make my score even better.
Keep on with this inertia and I shall be on my way to studying all the way till A levels haha.

Easier said than done.




Byeall.

Hello all.
Been quite a while since I'm here.
And this shall be my first post in October,
and probably one of the few.

Promos are finally coming on next Monday.
Hahahah.
Not too bad.
I've got 5 more days to study for it.
Should be sufficient.
Hopefully it is. (:

And I can imagine what I'll be doing after promos already.
However what I'm imagining now and before is kinda different.
PW is getting crazy in our school,
which I think is mainly due to the trauma they received from last year's results.
So now I'll have less playing time and more PW-ing time yay.

What's so nice about our promos ending on 16th Oct is that that is coincidentally the last Friday of poly students' holiday.
Hmm.
Doesn't seem like it's possible to chiong basketball all the way that weekend too.
Just have to wait another month then.

Felt like I haven't touch a ball for quite long now somehow.

Promos please be over soon ;)


And lastly, good luck to all TJCians.
Including those who pon school this week, those who are hardcore muggers and yet call others muggers and persuade people to stop studying, and any others.
Heh.
I have this thinking since quite a while ago.
And I think I said it before, but I'm still gonna say it.

I feel I'm getting weirder.
Hahahahah.




Byeall.

Somehow, since don't know how long ago,
I had lost all motivation.
All.

My motivation wasn't very strong to begin with.
Well but at least I had the drive.
And it's fluctuating kinda frequently and at times I can get really fired up.
At times I can get low and I just need a break or so.

But it's kinda different now.
It's been quite long.
I slacked for quite a while now and am still slacking.
Well I'm not really sure what happened.
I just know that this is not good.

Promos are in less than 20 days.
I don't really see how I can be slacking here but I am slacking.
Maybe it's seeing all my friends in other JC starting their exams
that I feel it's nothing much.
I don't know.

I just feel so sian whenever I think of any schoolwork, especially PW.
The thing promos should be the priority and PW is after promos.
But some screwed up system of our school still requires us to do a lot of PW,
and that should be because our promos is later,
which gives us lesser time after promos to do PW.
Rahh why am I even complaining.
There are few hundreds others in my school experiencing the same thing.
And lucky I realized that so as to not become some loser who can only whine.

It's 3am plus and I don't really feel tired.
But I know tomorrow must be a day spent meaningfully.
Meaningfully in an educational way.
A study day it shall be.

And for the 70491124890304th time I hope I'll stay true to what I say.

My physics is screwed.
Got no time to save it anyway.
The best thing I can do now is to work harder for Maths and Chem.
The only thing I can do now is to promote.
Two H2 passes or equivalent, that's actually not that hard.
The next thing to consider is the standard of the paper then...
Passing Maths and Chem will be priority,
then GP and Econs,
screw Physics but,
of course I'll still hope some miracle appears and I amazingly become a Physics pro.

Looks like there will be a lot of catching up to do this December hols.
It might seems long,
but with all these studying stuff and random stuff,
and also my slacking time which would potentially take up most of my time,
it seems like I'll just start my J2 life before I realize I'm halfway through the holidays.

I guess that's enough of -whatever- here.
There are times when I'll keep having the urge to blog.
And this is that period of time.
The reason for this urge?
If somebody's smart and have time to spare, go ahead and figure it out.





Have a good night and byeall.