Everyone agrees the world is crazy

And it's already the last day of January.


Finally studied like a little bit during weekend.
Only started today though -.-
When I had the whole of yesterday and Friday night to do work too.
Nevermind I'll slowly get the momentum to study.

Ohya and we're learning Chem Kinetics,
so maybe it'll help me understand more in my Activation Energy to Study Theory
and allow me to impurities that is preventing me from studying.
Then I will be able to get started on studying more easily and efficiently (:

I hope I don't sound like some 'mugger' like people always say.
Hahah.

This is just knowing what I should do and doing what I can.
And even a slacker like me should know when to do what.

Anyways studying for me had always been different from people.
People study and they do work, revise, practise.
I study and I finish my homework and tada! I studied! :D

So tomorrow's the start of another week of school!
And also the orientation of J1s.
Have fun people!
Not just the J1s, but J2s too ;D

And good luck to poly people with your tests too.

Lastly, good luck to myself.


And a good night to everyone else.






Byeall.

How's life?

Haha seems like I only blog when I'm damn busy or damn free.
Or maybe it has become a habit for me to blog almost everyday.

Slacked today again.
Same with Tues, did nothing at all after I got home.
Except that today I got home much earlier at 4pm.
And it's so amazing that I didn't take anything out of my school bag even till now ;D

I thought to myself, life now is really alright and
I'm actually satisfied and contented with it somehow.
Although seeing the J1s coming in today still made me felt... weird,
since it's just a year ago that we were having our orientation.
But school is generally fine, I'm doing my work(well most of it, I don't go ahead of tutorials anw),
I get to play basketball at least once a week, and everything else just seems so nice.
I even get days like these where I can just do nothing and slack.
Haha life's good.
Hope it continues on like this, at least till after June hols.
Let me enjoy somemore lah lol.

And talking about J1s coming in, it really felt so nostalgic.
........"tempus fugit"
Even January is ending already.
I shall enjoy perhaps 5 more months then (:
Ohh and back to the J1s, it's kinda irritating too -.-
The canteen's full, then hawker centre opposite's full during breaks.
And everywhere in the school also full.
Before today the school still seem sorta quiet and all that haha.

Guess that the school will be a lot less empty now.

Okay shall end the post here.
Good luck people.
You will get what you deserved depending on how hard you work.

Persevere.
And that's the same for myself too.



But what is life? For we all live to die. Still we worked so hard so we can survive.





Byeall.

3rd week of school.
Slowly getting back into schooling mood.
But then slacking mood is setting in too.
Somehow they just come in a combo -.-

There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.
Mary Wilson Little

Now that's darn true.
Darn darn true.
And I bet everyone agrees too hahah seeing how everyone always long for school to start during holidays and yet slacking during schooldays and all that.

Well I didn't wish for school to start, but it's not like it will not start with just me wishing it.
Nothing will come true if you just wished for it,
but if you really desire so much that you believe you can get it and really want it,
;D

So today had PE again.
Didn't really run properly.
Need to train more on my stamina.
But then one week always like only one day will feel like running zzZ.
Last week was Tues, this week shall be Thurs then, since I didn't really run today.
Weather was freaking hot.
Can even see the heat when looking across the field already.
Haha but still stayed back to play ball after PE.
Only shooting though, still damn hot then, and even until 5pm when we left.

And didn't do any work since I got home.
That's why I said the slacking mood coming back.
Then come a period of time when I damn sleepy.
Like sit in front of com keep closing my eyes for a few moments lol.

Okay and so it's reaching 10pm soon.
Guess I should try to do some work then...
Physics is really screwed............
Ohya and chem test today.
Should've studied more ZZZZZ.
Felt like didn't even manage to memorized almost everything.
Hope I don't screw up so much... or everyone else screwed up equally hahah.
Don't want Ms Tan to come asking what happen and all that again -.-
And especially not asking me to go remedial.
Haiz.
Gotta work hard for organic chem already.
All the countless equations.

Mathematics had been fine so far, fun and cool and everything good.
Probability is a bit of a problem though. Ability Lem.
But at least I still can try to work out the solutions if answers were given to me.
And only those super hard ones I will get it wrong, or when I'm super careless zzZ.

OHYA I PASSED GP ESSAY LOL.
Okay it might seem normal but for someone who had only passed once or twice for a whole year,
it is really a good form of encouragement.

Mr Tong: Okay we will only do this for one time 'cause it's the first time, when I give you back your paper, I want you to tell me what marks did you get, so that I can see if you know where you stand and can improve from there.
...
So it was my turn, and the few before me all got back their papers safely.
Mr Tong: Chun Aik?
Me: 20...?
Mr Tong: Not giving you back your paper.
Me: O_O (Did I really got so low this time??)
...
And after one round there's a few others like me. Haha.
Mr Tong: Chun Aik? So how much?
Me: Lower or higher? (lol)
Mr Tong: I'm not playing a game here.
Me: Ermm.. 18....?
Mr Tong: You really don't want your paper back? (or sth similar)
....
And after another round there are still a few like me. Finally.
Mr Tong: Chun Aik?
Me: 23?
Mr Tong: This will take forever. (gives me back my paper)

26.5 is like the highest I've ever scored for a GP essay =.=
I hope this is not just a fluke though.
But I've written it almost like any other essays I did,
minor planning (okay maybe more for this one),
little content, usually at the start only, before mostly crap,
think as I go, rush through, crap, crap even more,
and crap so much that I can finish before those who started before me and write more than them.

If really, my GP is improving, then, I JUST HAVE TO OWN PHYSICS.
Okay forgotten about econs but screw it lah, for now.






Byeall.

Went down to NAS to help out in the scout meeting this morning.
Or rather, last morning.

Only me jyang dk benedict went.
So morning was ceremony then PT.
Got delayed quite a bit until PT ends.
Then was basic scout standard tests.
Blah blah blah...
Yea so in the end finally ended around 1plus and everyone got out ard 2plus.
Went to eat mac again with owl and gorilla, and chandan came shortly after.
Ate mac the previous night too 'cause somebody too long never and asked us out just to eat mac.
I must thank JJ for that dinner treat though LOL.
Realized that I forgotten to pay him only after I reached home hahah.
Shall give him back the money the next time I see him.

And so I didn't do any work today.
Was reluctant to go help out at first 'cause I need to sleep on Saturdays
to make up for the loss over all the weekdays.
But some idiot persuaded me so much that I just had to go.
Reached home at 4plus I believe, then I went to sleep soon after.
Slept till almost 9pm.
Woke up, dinner, use com, play a bit.
No mood do work at all.
Until now.

Still wondering whether should I go sleep or do some work first zzZ.
But tomorrow's already Sunday, then after that it's school again.
Must really do some work by tomorrow.
ESP phy hols hw and econs report.
And still got... econs hw I think, maths some p&c w/s, tutorials etc.
Then need to study for chem test on tues,
'cause if get too lousy need go remedial,
then Wednesday's 2.5hrs break will be gone already.

Ohh and heard that J2s can't join titans.
So sad.
Should have joined last year at least for the experience.
Although it was really a lot of trainings.

Shall focus on studying then.
That's what I would say sometimes but never did it hahah.

Okay getting tired already.
Shall try to at least start the econs essay, 1.3-1.5k words omg.

And I need to find a way to get myself super interested in physics....
How can I do that?
If not also must find someone to teach me. Haiz.






Byeall.

Reading the past

Just read my last year's posts to find out how had I been for the past year. (LOL)

And every year the way I blog changes a little.

And I still can see how I complained about PW last year.
Hahah, everything's over now, in a flash.
But I'll rather go through J1 than J2.
PW > GP I guess, and all the fun which we had staying back after school.
All the complainings which are just.. complaining but we still do the work.
Or at least I complain and I do work.

And in Aug and May last year had 2 posts of rather uniqueness.
One with the numbered sentences and one with random cutting and pasting of sentences.
Even now as I read I wonder how did I got so pissed hahah.
Was really not feeling good at that time.
All the frustrations.
And it's so interesting to read about my own posts, especially posts like these.
I always like to read/think/whatever about the past anyway.

But just as what most of us had learnt from life: It goes on.





Byeall.

The Eighth

Just realized that I've already blogged 7times this year.
That's fast.
Damn fast.
And this is already the 8th one on the 19th Jan 2010
when the only time where I blogged 7posts last year was in October.
Some of those posts last year were pretty long though.

Wonder if I'm too free that's why I blog so much or
that I'm too bored from doing so much (holiday) work that I need to blog randomly for a break.

Anyway, finally halfway thru the week...
Well after tomorrow that is.
Once this week is over everything will (hopefully) be fine.
Yea after the screwed Econs presentation is over.
Somehow I feel that if I do enough work I would even be able to
take out time and read up on lecture notes beforehand.
And according to teachers that's what we're supposed to do anyway,
help us to prepare for lectures.
So during lectures can also just sleep through it as long as the blanks are filled in. LOL.

Finally started a little bit on Econs PPT.
And there's still the screw report and poster.
Not gonna give a damn about it. Powerpoint most impt I guess.
Shall continue and finish it tomorrow using Kenneth's laptop. (If he brings)
I shall take silent as a consent since he didn't reply my message.

Today's PE was shiok.
Of course it was damn tiring.
Should be around 3km if I'm not wrong,
and my stamina improved, a lot.
Should continue to train more for NAPFA,
and even go for Titans this year if possible.
Yea but the main thing is that, the original plan was to play ball after PE.
BUT just as we were cooling down halfway it started to rain.
Then a moment later it turned into heavy rain.
And then, heavier rain.
So everyone ran back to the gallery for cool down then just as we were dismissed the rain stopped.
But the floor was wet.
........
However felt damn shiok even though it's tiring after running.
Somehow.
Somehow after running I was in quite a good mood.
Weird but cool.
Maybe my love for running will come back.
Then I'll run more, and more, and even more.
Possible to still get an A for 2.4km for NAPFA this May if I keep on training though.
But then again C is just enough and I would rather get an A in my studies =.=

Shall stop blogging here.
There are 3things on my mind now.
1) MUST. CHIONG. FINISH. ECONS PPT BY TOMORROW.
2) MUST Study and complete all the overdue work by this week so I can go ahead of the teachers by next week! (Okay most impossible task to fufil IMO)
3) MUST PLAY BALL. Easiest wish to fufil hahah, should be able to play ball at least once this week bah.... unless the weather gonna screw with me again zzzZ.






Byeall.

Hello and here I am again.
And the only reason for that is because I'm slacking again.

So sad that I wasn't able to fully make use of the first weekend since school started.
Did basically almost nothing while wasting almost all my time away doing... almost nothing.
And tomorrow will be the second week of school.
I hope this, and every week after it, would be a good week for me -.-
Despite the fact that I'm still slacking and not completing tons of homework rahhh.
Hope I don't screw up too much from now on.
If not everything will just go downhill all the way and before I knew it a mountain of work will be waiting for me.

'Cause everything will just roll on and on like a snowball, getting bigger and heavier, eventually rolling over you and killing you.

And that's just what would happen if you leave the homeworks untouched for too long,
eventually you will find yourself getting crushed by the snowball you created yourself.

Anw a link to a page of quotes here: http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Procrastination
ABOUT PROCRASTINATION.
So basically I procrastinated by reading quotes about procrastination.
How pro is that.
And there's still a quote "Procrastination is reading all the quotes on this page when you have a huge report due tomorrow." -- R.T.A.Birektt

Gotta go now, getting late already.
Shall save my energy and do some work tomorrow.
Think I can only do work on weekdays now instead of weekends zzZ.
Needa come up with some ways to get econs proj done before Fri too. =(





Byeall.

Slept at 3plus last night omg.
And slept at an average of 1am since school started -.-
SCHOOL STARTED.

All because of the leftover holiday assignments which is bascially, all the assignments.
And I haven't clear them all yet, still left with some while new homeworks are already coming in.
Looks like I failed to achieve my aim of finishing the assignments in the first week =(

Nevermind I shall continue to work hard.
We all have to start somewhere.
And the starting is usually the hardest part.
Since I started the school by chionging homeworks,
I hope to gain momentum from this and to continue studying and doing work for the rest of the year.
Well and I had to start early to study for MCT
since there will be competitions in March and that means extra trainings,
and also Job Week during March hols, and maybe some other events or what.

Had to do so many things, yet so little time.
And to think I had just stated something about time in the last post hahah.
Time to do some proper planning for studying or what,
and also to give myself some extra time to rest/do random stuff.
Don't think I draw much for 2009.
And one of my NewYearResolutions is to draw more,
wonder when can I start doing that.
And somehow I always complete a drawing thinking it looks extremely fine,
then few days later I'll look at it and spot countless mistakes or places to improve on -.-
Or it will suddenly just look damn plain or whatever.

Anw, we are stepping into the 3rd week of 2010 already.
This brings us another week closer to A levels,
and from now on it's all regular school -- lectures, tutorials, trainings etc.
Well from time to time there will still be some fun events though...
CNY next month, and its celebrations come together with our Annual Road Run...
How great is that -.-
And extra trainings from end of Feb onwards I think, for nationals at end of March.
Sports carnival supposedly in May I think..?
Or rather Titans would surely be in May, not too sure about Sports Carnival though.
Would be great if it's in May, then J2s would be able to join too.
June hols, JCT, from that time onwards I think it will really be pure studying already.

And I'm supposed to spend the WHOLE of today to STUDY.
And look what I did, just a few questions of Probability tutorial zzZZ.
Was slacking too much in the afternoon I guess.
Then headed out for dinner with suting they all in the evening,
and haven't been doing anything since I got home.

And I forgotten how or why, but I was suddenly interested in learning 十三響 LOL.
It's really not that hard to learn but maybe perfecting it would be hard.
Didn't really find much info about it but afaik there's like two versions of it.
It also made me realize I can't kick so high already -.-
Need to stretch my legs more, can help in my sit n reach also somemore.
But really, somehow I think 十三響 is damn cool haha.
Hope I don't forget how to do it the next time or what lol,
although it's like I'll only do it at home randomly to entertain myself or what.

Yea so now I WILL concentrate on doing my work.
MUST complete at least one tutorial of probability and if possible,
do something else which I don't know is what yet.
Goodnight people!





Byeall.