Today's our Youth Day make-up holiday.
But sorta completely wasted it since I didn't do anything except slacking.
And from tomorrow onwards it'll be normal school days.
Boring, uninteresting, tiring blahblahblah school days.
Haiz.

Guess that starting from tomorrow needa do all the tutorials and listen during lectures.
This will increase the chances of me not needing to worry about studying for promos.

And freak, now Monday and Thursday both will end 50mins later.
What's more is Monday we'll have 2 and a half hours of break,
only 2 lectures, 1 tutorial and 1 practical.
And that makes me go home at 4.40pm.
How great is that.
And Thursday, the 'sian-but-slack' day now ends at 3.50pm with a maths lesson.

Don't know whether tomorrow got training.
Don't think have.
But don't really bother to find out also lol.
Wed and Fri ends at 3.20pm and 12.30pm,
too bad those are the days with CCA.
Tuesday ends at 4.40pm too with PE.
Now I really need to make use with the extra extra breaks to study,
and not wasting my time stoning and doing nothing.

And it's just like 12weeks to promos.
Okay actually a bit more than that.
So it's around just 3months.
That'll be so fast, too fast.
Gotta work harder already,
if I want to promote to J2 lol.

Besides that there is still venturing.
2 of us had gotten standard already.
So the rest will get it after the night hike, and the VLC.
And the cord.... don't know if I am able to get it.
The hike is the only hardest part.
And what's stopping me is the time consumption by it.
Well I'll see what I can do in the future.
Since it has demoted from a PSA hike to the cord hike,
should be slightly easier...

And December hols start around 1 and a half month after promos.
Must learn to make use of the time to.... study, okay and rest haha.
Recharge enough for next year first.
Next years gonna go even faster...
just like during sec4.....

Okay I think I shall stop blogging here.
And the next post will be my 200th post.
Just that don't know when will I post it.

Enjoy your school, study and be happy (:




Byeall.

Hello.
So we're back from solo night.
Spent less than 24hours in pulau ubin this time,
but it seems damn freaking long lol.

So a lot of the things we brought were not used.
After we took out the only few things we can bring into the forest and bundle it up,
we were blindfolded and thrown inside already...
though actually our campsites quite near from each other lol.
Just a lot of trees and obstacles so can't see.

It's around 3pm when we were thrown in.
And yea, our watches were confiscated so can't tell the time inside zzzZ.
So I built a basha first, though I would eventually dismantle it and rebuild again lol.
After that went to collect firewood.
But basically everywhere is firewood also.
Then damn sian go make one mini gateway to my campsite.
After that I decided to rebuild my basha so took the gateway down lol.
Anyways the basha v2.0 looks quite stable and okay.
Maybe just a bit low only, and hard to get in.
Then my firepit is beside the basha.
Should have change the position a bit,
then at night can let the smoke come in to drive the mosquitoes away lol.
So it's just collecting firewood all the way.
And stoning at times.
Then got once suddenly hear someone whistling.
JJ was whistling the scout hymm lol.
Then I go whistle back a bit also haha.
After a while when leaders first time visit us they say 5pm.
Okay so just continue collect firewood.
Wait till sky a bit dark liao then try to start fire.
Then is not I can't start fire,
is I strike the matchsticks all cannot make it -.-
Only one got some sparks only.
Then the rest all the head rubbed off.
Don't know I strike too hard or what.
But the last time I used matchsticks it was okay what zzZ.
So I go blow the whistle 'cause emergency haha,
no fire and it's getting dark.
In the end took the candle go borrow fire from renwei.
Walking back that time still must very careful don't let the flame die lol.
So in the end manage to have a good fire.
Just that sometimes too hot sometimes like not bright enough can't see.
But if want it to bright enough then too hot already lol.
Anyways manage to cook my maggi mee.
And after that sit there do nothing.
Just feeding the fire after I finish feeding myself.
Then really damn sian already.
So just spam a bit more then go lie in basha eat apple lol.
Suck the juice until no more to quench my thirst.
'Cause left quite little water only.
So lay there damn long don't know when finally fall asleep.
Then leaders come visit again.
I thought that time 3am already.
But they never tell me the time,
just gave me another bottle of water.
And today morning then found out they visited at 11pm zzZ.
Means I slept around 8plus? Haha damn.
Then sleep all the way, think woke up once more only.
And the second time I woke up after leaders' visit,
it's MORNING, LIKE FINALLY.
I see the light.
Then I crawl out of my basha and decide to sit and stone a while.
But suddenly hear one voice ask me pack up lol.
So no choice just faster pack up and go back base camp lor.
Then do pt, talk to the rest, pack up etc.
So finally able to go home.

And so this is how I spent my weekend.
Felt that this year already suddenly go a lot of camps.
Like from footdrill camp till now keep getting involved in many scouting stuff already.
Okay the next one should be the footdrill instructorship test.
And we still haven't though of what to do for it lol damn.
Anyways things will work out.

So I am officially prepared for my physics.
Mentally prepared to see a U already.


Think I shall stop here now.
Maybe try a bit more to study physics a little.




Byeall.

Hello.
Exams are over for most people,
but for physics students at TJ like me....
Still got physics on Monday.
The thing is I haven started studying for it.
No that's not really the thing,
'cause a lot of people will use this weekend to study for it.
The thing is, I got Solo Night this weekend.
I think venturing is really taking a huge portion of our lives lol.
Like even more than my school internel CCA.
Solo night is finally back after 2 and a half year of absence.
So let's just look forward to it.

Okay so all the papers so far looks screwed.
Not really that I screwed the paper,
more like the papers screwed me though.
But nevermind.
Shall try to try harder and try for the promos.
1st major exam in JC was much like a failure,
maybe even more than any I had in secondary school lol.
Okay the JC standard should be quite clear now.
Let's just aim for a better result the next time haha.

So....
Finished packing for solo night already...
Tomorrow, just go there and enjoy.
Then at night, sleep.
Sunday morning, go home.
Study physics.
Then the next day, go get screwed.
Then, go home sleep rest slack play whatever blah blah etc.
Then tuesday holiday. Refer to previous line.
Then, normal boring school days........................

Okay nothing much to blog about also.
Maybe after solo night then blog about it.




Byeall.

Haha damn now I'm blogging more frequently again.
Am about to go sleep now, so just randomly blog a bit.
Today, I was able to study as normal again haha (:
Okay but studying past midnight to don't know what time isn't exactly normal though lol.

So I just finished gaseous law.
But if I just studied my way I will definitely miss out some stuff.
Heh, no time to care about that anyways.
Just think of getting through the JCT safely can already.
So I'm just left with alkanes and an overall revision for chemistry.
And it definitely seems like the subject I'm best prepared for,
which isn't very good because I don't really prepared for everything also haha.
That means I'll be even less prepared for the other subjects, which is bad.
But nevermind, I'll just see how it goes from here now.

Maths is like left with all the functions and graphs, haiz.
The chapters which I'm super bored at zzZ.
Don't really get why we are studying these weird graphs lol.
That's why not really interested about it haha.

I'll most likely finish chemistry tomorrow afternoon,
then try to do some maths at my usual study time.
The last weekends of the oh-time-past-so-fast holidays shall be
reserved for economics since it's the freakin first exam -.-
What a bad arrangement lol.
Nevermind I'll just try to chiong the contents on the 2 days.
And H1 is more source-based,
just hope I'll be able to grasp the essence of answering them,
then I should be alright....
This is actually good for someone like me who isn't really good
and dislike memorizing wall of texts haha.

And lastly, okay not really lastly, physics....
I think this is the subject I most fear....
Wasn't able to understand quite many stuff,
failed badly as the rest of the cohort did too for the last test,
having little time to study it.....
Maybe I'll just let it go for this once,
and try to save it with the last few months remaining before promos.
Still of course I'll study,
just that I know the grade won't be good, let's just hope for a pass.

Lastly, yes, lastly, general paper.
Haha.
Don't know what to do for this.
Shall just read some notes on the day before the exam then lol.
Hope I'll be able to pass, GP seems kinda... really really hard -.-

Ohhh.. and YES! Footdrill Instructorship Test this Sat was postponed! :D
That's super great news man.
Okay but not forgetting that solo night next Sat is still on.... for now.
Not really wanting it to be cancelled,
but for my physics and also considering the situation,
I kinda hope it'll be postponed lol.
But finding a suitable date again is kinda hard too.....
I'll see about that later on then.

Though, I don't know who are reading my blog,
or maybe only 1 or 2 people,
it's still a good place for me to rant/talk random stuff/crap/slack/whatever.
Then next time I can read it myself and think back about the 'good old days' haha.
Anyways, I hope everyone is prepared for the exams,
and don't feel stresssssssssssssed out.
Don't worry, be happy.
What an old magical phrase.
Talk to people like suting for counselling if too stressed anyways, haha.
I not as professional as him lah,
but should be able to be a good enough listening ear though lol.

HOWEVER, now I needa sleep.
So I shall stop here for this post,
and have a good night everyone!



Byeall.

Had been able to study quite bit by bit for the past days, or rather nights.
Was only able to focus enough in the middle of quiet and dark nights to study.
Had always been so anyways.
Interestingly, can't really seem to concentrate enough today.
That's why I'm here....
Hope that after I finish posting I'll be able to study as much as possible before sleeping.

So went to watch Transformers today,
with quite a lot of people which I'm lazy to type out. =X
Overall it was a nice movie, and it's quite worth it.

And yesterday footdrill training was cancel.
So just went to had lunch and played ball after that.
Monday....
Didn't went out. Stayed at home and studied during midnight.

So just a few days left before school reopens.
Haiz.

Feel that something's wrong with me now.
My temper had always been bad........
but I am more easily expressing my anger now.
Not really keeping my emotions well too already.
Even pw group members said I'm getting more fierce o_O
Sometimes I do feel I get pissed off really easily too,
and feel like ranting to someone else.
So please forgive me if I had offend any of you all with my actions/words.

I hope I'll be able to adjust back to waking up at 6.30am everyday when school reopens =/
Let's just hope that I can get through this mid-years,
and also the end-of-year exams.
Then, I will, I will start to work hard next year,
work hard for A levels, work hard for everything.

If only I can just say all these and it will just poof and come true.

If only your dreams will become reality just because you are daring enough to dream.

But we all know this is impossible.
People say nothing is impossible.
That is if you work towards it.
Sitting here, dreaming, doing nothing won't get you anywhere.

That being said, I don't even know what my dreams are.
Guess the only choice is just to work hard and see where it gets me to.

Let's all study hard now for the ever so unpredictable future we are heading towards to.



Maybe all I need is a real break and a someone to talk to.





Byeall.

Harlow...
Once again blogging at an unhealthy time.
But nevermind about that.
Got people tell me my blog very seldom update ah,
so I now blog one more post lol.
Since I feeling a little bored from studying too.

Yay so I'm studying now!!
At this kind of I-am-suppose-to-be-sleeping time. Yea.
Different people got different ways of studying lah.
I don't care how as long as I get myself to read all my notes
and understand and absorb and be able to apply everything in JCT.
But really, starting to feel a little tired now.
Maybe that's due to me waking up at 7.30am on Sat morning,
and sleeping at 1 or 2plus on Friday night.
Nevermind I shall sleep enough tomorrow to make it up,
the I'll continue to study.
And all the way till exams.
And hope and pray and wish I don't screw it up somehow in a way or another.

But.... GP, Maths, Chem, Physics, Econs.
I've only touched on Maths and not even halfway through man.
And the second half gonna be even harder... graphing zzZ.
Still got the whole of chemistry and physics.
Economics isn't really that much I guess, for H1 econs that is.
Should be able to make it if I chiong fast enough few days before its exam.

Haiz.
Think I feeling hungry now also.
Hungry + Bored + Tired = Sleepy.
Somehow I can't or don't feel like sleeping yet though.
And I just amazingly turn this into some kind of motivation to study.
MOTIVATION.
As long as I have it, I guess, and as long as I'm disciplined enough
to stick to what I want myself to do, I will be able to do it.
Actually that goes the same to everyone too.

Ahh... the night.
So quiet, so nice, so dark, so mysterious.
It's like the best time to study and do anything.
Okay guess I'll try to finish MI and maybe binomial too before sleeping.
Everyone else please study hard too.





Byeall.

Harlow all.
Amazingly, okay actually not really,
still online at this unhealthy time.
Should be sleeping now haha =X

But nevermind, let's finish this blog post first.
Felt a lil bored so came to blog a bit.
AND I manage to start studying a LITTLE BIT today haha.
It's just so little bit but at least I finally got started....
Started so late all thanks to my high activation energy..
But the activation energy also varies in different conditions like temperature and pressure,
and I think my activation energy lowers as pressure increases haha.

Okay enough of that crap.
There's only 1 and a half week more to school re-open.
Damn.
That's not really a lot of time.
In fact that's a really little amount of time,
for us to study for JCT zzZ.
So people like me who haven't started studying that much,
better start soon, erm no, better start NOW.........
that is if you are still awake and see this now haha.

So after 1 week plus of afk,
got another PW meeting tomorrow.....
Haiz.
Hope it'll end fast,
not just the meeting,
but the whole PW shit thing.

Other than those things...
Ohya and VLC finally passed.
Learnt quite a few things.
Overall an useful camp/course.
And footdrill instructorship test coming up soon too.
Last footdrill session on sat and I certainly hope we don't screw this up.

As you all can see...
my life is, as I stated in my last post,
just full of studies, venturing and shooting, okay maybe not much about shooting now.
Hmm... and.....
It just feels strange.
Kinda long not seeing my classmates already.
Feel like year 1 have already passed lol.
Or rather it feels like it's back to those days after O levels
when we can slack and go out with our sec sch friends.
No matter what it is,
I can only try to do my best in life and not screw it up
'cause I will only live once and there's turning back too.

Okay shall end this and get to sleep already.
2.30am.
What a bad time to be still staying awake.
And there are still quite a few others awake too.
Nevermind I shall go sleep and eat more so that I'll grow more.
Haha.
Good luck everyone.



Byeall.

So had our competition today at SAFRA Yishun.
Lol it's kind of fail haha.
But nevermind, first competition for most of us so it's alright.
And we've been trained for like few months only,
how to compete with those trained for few years already lol.
Yea but it's a very good experience for us I guess.
Quite fun also, though I don't know why it is fun haha.

Okay and I really really really haven't haven't haven't
started revising for June Common Tests. JCT.

And there's VLC tomorrow.
Not at Sarimbun though, at Sembawang.
Yea but haven't packed my bag too haha.
So many things undone.
Somehow, I'll get things done though,
and not be like people who are just complaining and whining.
If somehow your life got screwed, blame it on yourself instead of everyone around you.
And if you want your life to be good and enjoyable, work hard towards it.
So that shall serve as a reminder to myself too and preventing me from becoming an idiotic freak.

So now, I have a few main things in my life.
STUDY, Shooting, Venturing, hmm just these few. Basketball, if I'll still be so free.
And I better make sure I do everything well especially for my studies haha.
And that'll start this July I guess....
Okay first post in June shall end here now.
Cya guys.....
Study hard........



Byeall.