Harlow everyone, back here again.
School had finally started again after the 1 week so-called holiday.
Felt kinda distant towards jc again though it's just 1 week not going there lol.
The 1week seems damn long too,
as in alot alot alot of things happen in that 1week.
Not really alot lah, but quite alot.
And that's also why my holidays just zoom past so fast -.-
So back to school, means more and more homeworks to do...

But now don't have the OMG-I-Wanna-Play-Ball feel already.
I'm glad lol.
Maybe I'm too tired and busy for basketball already,
that's why the feeling to play ball also disappear already lol.
Nevermind I can still play when I'm really really really free haha.
Maybe during the weekends or what.
But saturday mornings are taken up by footdrill instructor course!
So means no studying in the library on saturdays,
maybe afternoon still can go lah.
Although the course is only on 4 days..
but 4 saturdays means 4 weeks means 1month.
That's quite a lot eh -.-
Nevermind, as long as I manage my time properly I can do it! Haha.

By the way, yesterday was NAS founder's day...
Was asleep on bus 12 on the way home at 4plus yesterday,
but suddenly woke up at simei, the stop just before 201.
So smsed chandan if he's in nas and if I can go take a look haha.
Found out that the UG have parade and nazri is also there.
So went down to nas to take a look.
See all the people all so gay results then so good invited back for dinner lol....
So looked at the UG rehearse and waited till 6plus to see the real parade.
Ate 2 drumsticks and nazri sorta ate his dinner already lol,
anyways the food are for the UG, and we also scout so we can take mah haha.
The actual parade like so short lah -.-
Sedia, flagbearer march in, GOH walk past, then end already zzZ.
Then they like rehearse so long lol.
So after that, happened quite a few things,
in the end manage to eat dinner..... in nas.. haha.
Ended like 10plus and walked home after that.

Okay so having dinner now.
Shall proceed on to do my chem, maths and physics after that.
Econs is still kinda... undescribable... to me.... =.=
See you guys for now,
will blog more stuff the next time!



Byeall.

Harlow everyone.
Had Project Winnie today.
It was the NAS 15hours challange thingy too.
Went there to help out at 7.30am.
But starting didn't really do much.
After that near afternoon wanted to do more,
but realize old classroom block only got 3 classes =.=
So nothing to ask zzzZ. Only 1 song from there.
So in the end I didn't exactly do much. Haiz.
People were like walking here and there chatting with others.
Then when nothing to do I like no one talk to also.
Go play ball only lor.
But then feel so guilty for not doing anything zzZ.
Nevermind, my presence there is good enough hahahaha!
Okay lah no lah.
Maybe if the money very little I should donate some lol.
And teckli basketball so gay already.
不愧是basketball team de.

So shall start doing homework tomorrow.
3 more days.
I CAN MAKE IT. HAHA.
It's always been like that anyways.
Just that now is JC lol.
Nevermind this shall be the first and last time haha.
Next time before start of holidays must do half of the homeworks already!!
Haha maybe not, that's way too gay, maybe just start and do as much as possible.

Other than that, there should be nothing else already,
since my life had always been so boring.

So,
Happy Birthday Winnie :D
Happy Birthday Serene :D
and lastly,
Happy Birthday Suting :D

Haha may all of all your wishes come true, SOON.


Things Changed.
People Changed.

How I long for things to be the same again,
how I long for time to rewind back to then,
how I long that nothing has changed and nothing will ever change again.



Byeall.

Okay.
I'm tired.
Mentally tired.
I don't know why.
Maybe I'm weak mentally.
Even so I don't get effed up and show people.
So maybe that isn't that bad huh.
Or maybe just one day, just one day,
I'll freakin explode.
Nah, that day won't come so soon.
Maybe on doomsday then will.

I don't know what to say already.
Seriously.
To anyone. Anyone of my friends/people I know/whatever.
I feel tired.
Maybe I should just keep quiet and listen.

So boring.
Life.
Nothing to blog about too.
School. Studies. CCA. Scouting. Basketball. Computer. MSN. TV.
Just an average life.
Nothing special from anyone out there.

Tired.
Bored.
Haiz.
Sad.
Sian.
What can I do to make myself feel happier.

Brave men can live well anywhere. A coward dreads all things.

Trying hard to live by the quote.
Trying hard to be a brave man.
Trying freaking hard to be a freaking brave man.

I lack courage.

I lack determination.

I lack whatever a brave man needs.

Maybe I'm just a coward.

'So be it'
Is that what I'm suppose to say.
I guess not.
But what am I suppose to do.

There are people out there who lead a more tiring life.
People out there who are suffering.
People out there who don't even have a proper home.

But they are brave.
Why can't I too.

I am like freakin enjoying life here and I'm like complaining.
Holy shit.
Complaining about how to make myself happier when I have all these.
When those people might not even see a computer before.

Maybe I need to change myself.
A change for the better.
Maybe I am too effed up myself and I don't know.
Laziness.
Well, that's one the main things I need to change.

And there's many other more.

I hate changes.
But I can't help it.
It's better to make a change for the better now
than slowly changing for the worse.

Shall go to sleep now.
School tomorrow.
Then course.
Night hike starts at 11pm ends at 6am Sat.
Job week camp.
Monday econs lecture in school.
Wednesday flag day.
Thursday prowinn at nas.
Okay some days left to study study study and relax a lil.







Byeall.

Yo all.
Finally blogging again haha.
After like 1week?
Yea so learnt more stuff again.
The pace's really fast and different from secondary school.
Few weeks and you must already understand lotsa concepts and stuff yea.
Hope I can be able to grasp the concepts and do well in my exams.

So air rifle was okay...
Dry-firing for like 2weeks already.
But this friday will finally be live fire.
Think I'll suck haha.
Needs more and more lots more practices.
That goes the same for my studies.
That goes the same for basketball haha.
Went to cc play again today.
Went there yesterday to play with pan.
Like learnt a lot of things from him lol.
So just need to put them into practice and train,
although not say I gonna join some team or what lah...
But play outside for fun also at least can't too noob mah haha.

Okay the important thing is need focus on studies also lah....
that's for sure.
See my blog left side also Study. Study. Study.
Just hope I can follow what it says haha.
Okay kinda tired today.
Exercise quite a lot already lol.
So shall end my post here now.



Byeall.

Sian lah.
Maths tutorial 3 is hard -.-
And somehow I'm not in the mood to solve maths questions...
Nevermind tomorrow tutorial just pay more attention!!
Some of the people in my class are really gay yea..
Gay as in imba, imba as in powerful, powerful as in
all the questions/tutorials all know how to do and finished everything.
Okay lah but got some people very lazy never do.
But I think they damn smart already that's why they lazy do all these easy questions.
Haha.
Either way, all the people in my class are extremely smart and gay and imba.

Tomorrow's Friday.
Which means another week of school had finally ended.
Which means the weekend is finally, no, I mean FINALLY here.
Seems like I can't really study during the weekdays.
This means that I must try to complete as much work
as possible during the weekends.
Yea so that weekdays can no need do so much work.
And CCA started already too.
For now it's 3 trainings per week,
and next week is the last week of dry-firing.
After that is bullets time! :D
Wah sian but still need train a lot.
Imagine you lazy train then very lousy,
then go competition get lousy score very embarassing LOL.
So hope can get as good results as possible,
good for my portfolio or whatever it is also haha,
at least there's some achievements from my CCA to write.

Talking about portfolio,
this reminds me of GP english fair individual portfolio =.=
Still need to go take photo write report of 500-800 words sian.
Don't know what photo to take also.
My theme is 'Gender and Society'.
If anyone has any ideas feel free to tell me haha.

Okay wow everything talk about school haiz.
And mostly is about studies,
only parts of it about CCA lol.
Woah I realize I haven't been playing ball for 1week already,
not counting yesterday since it was raining and didn't really played.
Great achievement haha.
Mostly due to the stupid rain which come everyday since Tues =.=
And rained on Sunday too yea.
And Monday training ends at almost 7pm so too late.
Siannnnnnnnnn.
Hope tomorrow can go play since it's weekends already.
Then Sat is chiong study time.
Sun is family day haha!
No lah do leftover work+play a lil bit? If got time.
Plus relax and rest before school starts again on Mon -.-
Then it's the whole same cycle again.
Actually that's not bad also.
I rather that than suddenly something pop up.
Don't really like changes and surprises.

Okay think I've blogged enough already.
Shall update more the next time!



Byeall.

Well haven't been blogging due to the 2 Z's.
Lazy + Busy. Haha.
Improved a little more on my maths, yay.
And 1 maths tutorial got shifted from thurs to mon -.-
Means Mon I need to wait from 1.20pm to 3pm just for that tutorial,
and then finally at 3.50pm I can go home zzZ.

Okay tomorrow got air rifle training,
just got informed last night.
Rahhh hope it won't be very long,
but we need to report at 1.30pm omg...
Imagine staying in that hot hot place for few hours zZ.
Somemore spoil my plan of going to play ball for the last time.(one of the last times)
Never today went dental then went to play lol.
Shit man I feel addicted to basketball.
Like can't stop myself from going to play =.=
Okay I think next time is want play also no time so yea...
Past few days was rather okay.
Hope that I'll be able to adapt to JC life real soon.

Too tired to think of what to blog already.
Will update more on the next time!
Lastly, everyone good luck for the future! (:


Byeall.

Oh my gosh...
Was trying hard to do my Maths: Geometric Progression questions.
Maybe I wasn't trying hard enough.
Or maybe I'm too slow....
Did a few questions only,
and when I got stuck on the next question,
I just couldn't continue anymore.
Always like that. Haiz.
OMG... kinseng go poly,
now maths got questions can't ask him ler zzZ.
Somemore I see like so many people all chiong study one...
Even got people finished up to Maths Tutorial 3 ler lor.
Then I'm like so freaking slow.
I told myself I need to study in JC.
But I don't know if I can do that.
Maybe it's not my laziness that held me back,
maybe it's my brain which's too slow that might cause me to fall behind.
And then the catching up will be like neverending.
I don't like that feeling of always lagging behind and unable to catch up -.-
At least in sec sch it's nevermind cause all also quite easy....
In JC.... lag = good game.
Yah lah like dota you very lag you good game lah.
Lag already then kena own then underlevel underfarmed.
Haha sorry suddenly thought of that,
cool description though lol.
Yea... so something like that lah.
Lag then you die.
Need to ask people for help already haiz.
Or wait for Maths tutorial and ask tutor.
Okay that'll be on Wednesday I think.

Sian I don't know where all my classrooms are.
Don't know who from my class also zzZ.
Later tomorrow lost never go class then die lah walao.
And Thursday need go ndc checkup sian.
So early somemore, need leave school like 11plus lah.
Then will miss lotsa lectures walao shit man.

Don't know when CCA gonna start also.
Imagine CCA starts... GG.
Even more busy already lol sian.
1 year plus left... A LEVELS.
Let's just focus on studying till then.

Seriously I think I'll need help on my studies =.=

Timetable's out already.
But printer no ink sian.
Heard need to buy at 10cents walao.
The timetable is still quite okay.
Not really very tough.
Mon - 1.20pm, Tues - 4.40pm, Wed - 3.20pm, Thurs - 3.30pm, Fri - 12.30pm.
Tuesday last lesson PE lol.
Yea so actually my timetable consider shiok compared to others ler.
Since I have free periods in between too.
Luckily I no need to take chinese ler,
then got another period to study for other subjects yay.

Okay lah think that should be enough for now.
Gonna sleep soon coz proper school is starting tomorrow!!
Damn need to get myself mentally prepared already.



Byeall.

Pissed off lah.




Okay nevermind,
let's talk about these few days... haiz...
So started having lectures etc.
Still consider a slack week coz of very little lectures and no tutorials.
And lectures are still okay since can anyhow sit.
So sit with nas ppl lor.

Anyways, was in a dilemma about choosing CCAs,
or rather PDPs, as they called it in tj.
Originally wanted to join some slack clubs
so that I may have more time to focus on my studies.
But in the end didn't know what to choose too.
The best was art club, or artivity club.
2 hours per week is shiok haha,
and I am interested in art too.
For those who don't know I'm interested in art
and can actually draw(at least not so suck lah my drawing),
don't say any shit.

Okay anyway, continue on,
I became interested in Air Rifle.
It was something new,
something I never came into contact with before.
Missed the trial last week coz there was too many people.
So went for the trial yesterday,
and was informed I was selected for today's 2nd trial.
Went early today as I wanted to go off early too.
This time there was 10 shots,
the first time I tried I only managed to hit 3 zzzZ.
All clustered at the top left.
So the coach and teacher asked me try again, and aim lower.
This time it was better, hit 7 or 8, some clustered together.
According to them being able to cluster shots together is good lol.
Maybe that means you can aim or what.
So went home after that.
And like 2 hours later, received a call that I was accepted into Air Rifle.
Wow cool lol.
By the way I shot using the air pistol and not rifle,
somehow I like the pistol more when I went to the trial yesterday.
Okay so now I'm in air rifle club,
at least there was no need for me to continue thinking about my cca anymore.

So there's the road run in tj tomorrow.
In the school, on the tracks.
What about non-runners?
Stay back sit there cheer wow sounds fun right. Damnit. Not at all.
So I'll be wasting my time there tomorrow.
Who knows, maybe something good will happen or what,
but for now,
damn that road run, and whoever made it compulsory.
Spoiled my plan of going back nas.
Damnit.
Maybe I'm tired or what I don't know.
But I'm pissed.



Yea maybe my temper's getting worse.
Maybe.
Getting angry easily.
That sucks.
Everything sucks.

But,
I know, there are people worse than me.
And I shouldn't complain.
No.
Not like some others who complain like hell.
Let's just forget all the screwed up stuff.
Relax.
Calm down.
Yea......


Something I learnt today...
Brave men can live well anywhere.
A coward dreads all things.

Be a brave man... or a coward?
Well that's up to each of us to decide.
For most,
it looks like being the brave man it the only choice.
Being a coward doesn't get you anywhere.
Standing on the same spot after everyone have left sucks.
Being left behind, lagging behind others and not able to catch up sucks.
Maybe I should stop being a coward and be brave,
only then will I be able to live well.
And not just stopping here dreading whatever,
instead of that,
I should just make good use of my time and whatever.
Okay let's motivate myself to work hard.
And hope everyone else work hard too.


Lastly,
yea my temper really sucks now I think.
But at least I realize it.
Maybe that's the good part out of it.
So sorry to whoever if you feel offended by me in anyway.
Maybe I'm just in a bad mood.
Okay good night to all.




Byeall.