Crossbar.

Math paper tomorrow.
Like 12 and a half hours later.
Hope that nothing weird comes out as a question.
Hope that I can score fairly well
because seeing the situation I don't really intend to score well for Chem or Physics,
not like I'm going to get good results for GP and Econs anyway.

Econs is kinda screwed.
First question seemed okay but second question totally stunned me.
Sorta managed to crap my way out anyway, as usual.
So it seems like I'm gonna get a lousy grade for it, as usual.

Tomorrow must make myself chiong Chem.
And Thursday must chiong Physics.
'Cause really completely not started at all.

Japan match just ended after the penalty shooout.
Japen lost 5-3.
They held on to a score of 0-0 even after extra time
and lost it during penalty. Haiz so sad.
Now the last Asian team is finally out too.
I didn't watch the match but only started watching at 11x minutes,
and was waiting for the penalty shootout.
Too bad in the end Japan lost it.
Can't watch the Spain match later though.
Probably going to be a great match haiz.
But it's too damn late and there's Math paper tomorrow zzzZ.
Spain is still going to win it I believe.
Hope that Fabregas will play as much as possible.
Probably leading to an assist and scoring a goal in the process too.
Haha if all these come true later it will be creepy.
Spain to win 3-1 would be my prediction.
And whatever the score may turn out to be,
as long as Spain beat Portugal it's fine with me I guess.

Now I'll just have to try and sleep and rest as much as possible,
so that I'll have enough brainpower to spam for tomorrow's Math paper.


Never aim too high a goal to reach, or else you might just get unfortunate, hitting the crossbar and getting much further from your goal.

It's dangerous.






Byeall.

Yes really.

"Need to stop sleeping at 3 and stop doing unproductive things other than studying. Sfqkahwuefbfwoquedydxbx!@#%$^*"

Quote from Zhihui's FB status.
Except that I sleep at 4.
And that's worse zzZ.

Exam's getting closer but I'm again losing the motivation to study.
All because of Chemistry zzZ.
Felt so enthusiastic about studying when I was still doing Math.
Chem totally screwed it up.
I wonder what would it be like if I forced myself to start with Phy or Econs.
I bet I would've completed almost nothing until now hahah.

So finally it's down to one day left to Chem MCQ.
I think I gonna screw it up big time,
considering how I had been studying and stuff.
Not like I gonna do well for any of the papers anyway.
If there's one paper which I gonna do much better than the other papers,
it would be Mathematics I suppose.
It's on Wednesday.
So I've got just a few days to finished the leftover topics after Chem MCQ.
And Chem's on Thurs and Phy's on Fri.
GP on next Mon and Econs is on Tues.
I don't how to allocate my time to studying for everything now.
Econs and Physics gonna get especially screwed this time.

Getting hungry again ahhhh.
I think I should eat more and train more.
My physique is poor according to NS checkup zzz.
Maybe it's just because I'm too short but I have no control over that rahhh.
In the end it's still a PES A anyway.

I hope I can wake up super early tomorrow.
As in, today, like a few hours later.
Then by night time I would be tired and would go to sleep earlier.
Like say 11plus or 12plus.
Then Friday I can screw up my MCQ less haha.
Not like it's gonna make a big difference but
at least I would be able to think with a clearer mind lol.

And I don't know why so many people support England.
But anw Capello finally did the right thing by putting Defoe first,
'cause another thing I don't understand is why he favours Heskey so much.
Don't think they will survive against Germany anyway.
Seems like most European managers
got influenced by Raymond Domenech,
but if del Bosque don't make stupid decisions again
Spain still got one of the greatest chance to win it.

Okay gotta go now.






Byeall.

There and there. And there.

Back from June Camp yesterday.

Actually intended to go home on Sunday afternoon.
Which I did, but there was a slight change in plans.
Chandan called me after ASPIRE ended when we were still in camp.
So in the end Jeremy Sir sent the Ventures home, including me.
Then I had lunch and re-packed my bag for the next day,
and went to meet Chandan before both of us went back to Sarimbun.

And so I stayed for one more day.
Reached back at Sarimbun around 4 or 5plus I think.
And they haven't started challenge valley.
So the whole programme was delayed again.
Campfire started pretty late too.
Blah blah blah......
So Monday morning I woke up at 6plus.
Washed up and Jeremy Sir fetched me to Buona Vista MRT.
Then from there took 4stations to Tiong Bahru
to meet Kenneo and Freddy.
Had breakfast at Toast Box.
Haha sorta missed that place, Tiong Bahru plaza
really full with all kinds of food.

Then after that we bus to CMPB for the NS checkup.
Renwei went there earlier so he was already inside.
So went through all the checkup and stuff.
And finally reached the crazy brainpower-consuming computer test part.
Wasted like 6hours in CMPB just for this checkup zzZ.
Somemore we need to wait for Freddy after we did the test
'cause he went back to take the X-ray for his dislocated left hip bone.
Came out at 3plus finally and ate at KFC at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Studied a little after that and finally got home at 7pm.

And now I'm left with less than 3 days to prepare for Chem MCQ.
Really got to do something about it now.
So I shall end this post here and blog the next time then.





Byeall.

Wingless.

Finals Game 7 tomorrow!

And now I need to decide whether to stay up late or not.
Can't fall asleep at this time anyway haha.
'Cause June Camp gonna start tomorrow too.

Packed my bag just now already.
Hopefully I didn't forget anything.
Anyway the main purpose of going there this time
is just to teach and conduct orienteering lesson
and to study Chem as much as possible.
So I'll be back by Sunday.
Would like to stay back till campfire is over but
if there's no chance of coming back after that then probably I'll be back by evening.

Yesterday was a really bad day.
Haiz.
Celtics got owned by Lakers in the morning.
So after that went out to meet Chandan they all.
Then came home and did nothing.
At night went Su Ting house watch Spain vs Switzerland.
And Spain got owned too 1-0 zzzzZ.
Unbelievable and unexpected ):

But it was over.
And for the Celtics it's now or never.
Less than 9hours to the game.

And Chandan went for ASPIRE already this morning.
Wonder how had he been doing so far...
Hope he's doing well and would pass this one.
'Cause for him it's now or never too.

Okay shall be off now,
one more week to Chem MCQ.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH................






Byeall.

Non-stop spinning compass needle.

Had been wanting to blog about stuff the past few days,
but forgetting to blog.
And therefore forgetting what I wanted to blog about too.

Sorta started on Chem.
I hope I still got enough time left.
Chem MCQ's next Friday.
And I won't be studying much from Fri to Mon 'cause I'll be away on camp.
Then I'll still have Physics to chiong for.

So other than this Fri to next Mon,
I'll most probably lock myself at home to prepare for mid-years ):
Don't think I'll get many chances to get out anyway.
Unless I'm going out just to study.

Going to sleep soon.
Then tomorrow hopefully I'll be able to wake up in time
to catch the potentially last match of NBA finals.
And see Celtics get their 18th championship.
Still need to go NAS and lend Chandan stuff too.
And hopefully I'll be able to spend the rest of the day studying efficiently.

Time's passing by so fast now.
And everyone acknowledge the lack of time to study already.
But it's just gonna get faster, when school re-opens.
If we're still walking through a maze now trying to find the right way,
then from then on it'll just be a straight tunnel.
We're heading nowhere but towards the end,
at a speed unimaginable by ourselves.
And the best thing we can do is to fully prepare ourselves,
and make sure we're ready when we reached the end of the tunnel,
so what we will see is light at the end of the tunnel and
not darkness surrounding us, devouring our souls.

If you don't know what to do, where to go now,
soon you will.
Because it's just gonna be a straightforward and direct path on ahead,
and you've got no other choice but to go on all the way.






Byeall.

Recognition.

Some retard just shouted outside.
Whatever.

Oh and I forgotten to blog about something.
I went to school on Tuesday for Math lessons,
was going to be late as I stood at the cross junction
looking at my bus going to the bus-stop.
Since there was no way I could've ran and caught it,
I just walked normally towards the bus-stop.
Halfway through I realized that the bus is still there
and there is still someone running towards it.
Then I started running.
And thanks, to the guy who was at the bus-stop
and saw me running and stopped the driver from driving off.
I thanked the driver but didn't manage to thank that guy.
Thanks whoever you are for doing that. (:

Gonna play ball today.
Most likely around 12hours later.

Have been stoning quite a lot after midnight.
Was supposed to do my Math.
And slowed down tremendously somehow.
This is bad.

And I have no intention of continuing it now anyway.
Just got no mood at all.





Byeall.

But why?

Been blogging less compared to the start of the year.
Maybe it's because I've gotten more busy,
or maybe it's because there're just less things to blog due to less happenings.

Seems like I finally sort of started studying for JCT today.
Somehow I always start studying with Math.
It just seems like the easiest subject to get you started with studying.
I think I've got no time left.
There's just two weeks left to Chem MCQ.
It means that I should finish studying everything by that time.
Possibly except Econs.
It's two CSQ for Econs this time.

And there's June Camp next Friday.
Thought that I'll have at least Renwei and Terry with me this time.
Apparently I was wrong.
Very wrong.
And the only other Venture going as well is Benedict.
Nevermind, I'll still go.
At most I'll bring some study materials there.
I need a break from this place anyway.
Going to camps allow people to get away with their normal, routine life.
Need to come back on Sunday though,
since NS Med Checkup is on the following Monday.
Should've checked the dates for June Camp before I booked the checkup,
now it's going to be so troublesome.

14days.
Minus 3days off the camp, that's 11days.
Almost the whole of Chemistry, around 10topics for Physics,
and everything of Math excluding Calculus.
That's everything that's gonna be tested and everything I'm left with to study for.
And also Econs of course.
Now perhaps that will increase the pressure I feel from JCT
and therefore allow me to study more efficiently.
At least that's what I hope.

And I'm pissed off with insomnia.

But it's going to help me study when I officially get onto it.
Haiz.

Then this Saturday may be the last day I gonna play ball for this holiday.
At least with Pan and the others.
Can't see myself finding much time to play ball after that too
with everything left to study for JCT.

Okay so other than studying and June Camp Orienteering lesson thingy,
I shouldn't have other things to do.
Shouldn't be playing com.
Shouldn't be slacking.
Perhaps I'll need to go out and find somewhere to study.
Everyday go different place and spend one whole day,
alone with my notes and stuff.

Ohh damn 4pm.
Even forgot to post this first zzZ.
Shall go to bed now.
Getting hungry rahhhhh.





Byeall.

Crazy.

Oh damn.
Starting to get a little hungry.
Seems like I should end this post fast and go to bed soon.
Been sleeping at 2plus also, since Tues I believe.
And woke up 6plus on Wed, 9plus on Fri.

Okay lah somehow don't get the 'damn tired I need sleep' feeling.
Hmm... okay I just realized only during school days I get that feeling,
even if I sleep earlier everyday compared to now.
Hahahah. Seems like it's also because I've not been doing anything since hols started.
And so my 1st week is gone just like that.
So it's 3weeks left till the first paper, Chem MCQ.
Should start planning on what and how to study soon.
So that I can start studying soon zzzZ.
Like, real soon.

Okay I can't remember what I did on Thursday.
Possibly it's because I didn't do anything.
Ohh wait I know what I did already,
I spent the whole day doing Binom, Poisson Distr, P&C and Prob.
Yea whole day.
With uncountable extended periods of breaks in between haha.
Only managed to finished the Distr and Prob in the end.
Left 2qns of Prob and only did 2qns of P&C zzZ.
Maybe I'll try P&C again soon,
must get the Math feel and mood first.
And I should do the same thing for Chem and Phy too.
I had never gotten the Econs mood so....
I should start learning how to do it -.-

Then today, Friday, went back to school for Math.
Our class only 6 came zzZ.
Guys only me and ZhiYuan.
Then still got 2 other classes.
So basically sorta wasted my time there. Haiz.
2hours plus.
So went home, cook noodles for lunch, then slackeddd alllll the wayyyy.
Okay I just felt like doing thatttt, for some reasonnn.

Yea so at around 3plus 4plus it was damn cloudy.
Looked like it was going to rain.
But it was also the perfect weather to play ball.
Asked renwei and we waited to see if it will rain or what.
Then #$%FW%#FD okay fast forward finally 5plus we went to play ball.
So just played till around 7 before I came home again.

As usual I had not been doing anything since then.
Okay tomorrow, TOMORROW,
I will do something, Math or Chem.
I shall.... just do something, something related to Math or Chem or whatever.

Okay in the end I'm still here at 3.35am.
Okay oh damn 3.35am -.-
Thanks SuTing I think you really too stress already.
But now I shall end the post first,
before going off soon.

Lucky I didn't go to poly.
It's like almost alternate semester will be hiong, for 3yrs.
And it's like 5mths left for me. (:






Byeall.